Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I had everything planned and sorted out for my career. I was so sure and safe with my options until 2020 came along. It felt like I had been lying to myself, with the career option I chose. I felt like I was in denial and I felt really lost when learned the truth about myself. Sometimes life hits you like a truck only to make you understand that you deserve what your heart really desires. Life is too short to worry and sit around and sulk. I was really scared about many things. And believe me, I still am. I still haven’t everything and out, and life is what it is. Not everything comes along with a pre-notice and turns up at your door. You can’t be prepared for everything. There are so many twists and turns, ups and downs which actually prepare you for those unknown situations.
It’s the way it’s designed.
I am really trying to tell myself all of this stuff, but believe me, I am having the hardest time of my life.
Thanks for letting me share