I had cut myself yesterday.
Amazing, did it lessen the pain in ur heart? No? Because instead of loving yourself, you are looking for love outside
Look whatever you are going thru, it must be tough and difficult but this coping mechanism is a venom in itself
I don’t look for love outside, in fact I stopped looking for it anywhere.
Then why cutt!ng your hand??
Out of fear
Okay…fear about what?
Fear and panic because of the intensity of the voices in my head.
Did you had a traumatized past or smthg??
Who doesn’t?
There are PPL who don’t have these things!
Really?
Yeah…like i do have a shitty past but ik some people who had a good past
I did
I don’t know what to say.
Take one day at a time dude…this really helps…
Just let it flow, let it go wherever it goes
Nothing flows
Because you are holding onto past and are anxious about future
I want to kill myself.
It’s just a passing thought love…
