i got some replies ty for that i have a bf but i’m not sure if i’m into him at first he was sweet but he shared with me his extremely violent thoughts and scared the sh1t out of me i get paranoid pretty easily and he knew that i told him that i want to break up but he begged me not to and told me that he would never hurt me i font believe him but i’m scared that he would hurt me if i break up with him he knows where i live and i’m worried if i would regret breaking up with him and start liking him and he actually turns out to be a good guy i’m confused i don’t know what to do

thank u for replying ur very sweet i’m gonna give him time and see how he acts towards me and how i feel about him

If you are scared to him there is no way he's a good guy sweety:)

And if u love him you shouldn't be scared if u are it's not love you are not problem he is the main problem here

Breakup

It's SO hard that I still can't let him go, it's still here in my mind. That tiny hope, is it my true gut feeling or is it just my brain tricking me? 

3am Thoughts

I've never been prioritised, no one ever put me first, not my parents, not my friends, In one or other way everyone always made me feel like an outsider, For once I got a person who did give see me as a priority, and now he's away from me too. Without him I feel so alone, so empty, it's like he went away and he took the happiness with him. Now what I have left is hope, Hope of him coming back

I'm just here to share my story. 8 - 9 years back I have met one guy through some app. We talked daily either by messages or calls. We become so closer and one day he said he likes me, the thing is I too like him but I didn't exhibit the same because I'm afraid of my future. My parents won't agree to love marriage so I don't want to hurt him in future.
We continued to talk and I also mentioned him the same about what is in mind about future. We stopped talking with each other many times in between. The breaks are like from days to years. We met first time in the airport after 4 years of knowing each other and later he came to the place where I'm staying for job because I expressed my love to him. But I'm staying with my relative where he came to meet me without informing me. So my mind went to different thoughts.,,
I want him but I don't want to hurt him. So I decided to stop hurting him in future by hurting him now. We separated and stopped talking but my love for him is same till today..

What do you do when you know that you've hurt someone real bad....you didn't want to...but you did..again and again
When he always tried to hold onto the relationship but you always tried to run from it...because of some reason...when you wanted to stay but couldn't...
When you realize that you have hurt him so bad that he can never trust anyone...thag sucks...hurting people you wanted to protect sucks...
But I did...

Confusion

So there was this guy, we used to talk well, he used to flirt vicariously, We have sexted once about a couple of weeks ago even, every time he spoke to me told me how interesting I was, how hot I was and bla bla and how he was looking forward to dating me. We used to talk on calls, within a couple of days of the last call he said he was committed to a girl as in they got into a 'serious relationship', Why even bother leading on someone and what sort of loyalty or honesty is that towards the other girl, I asked him to delete my contact information as soon as I got to know even though he still wanted to be friends.

Relationships

My man i know i should let go of him sometimes aisa lgta hai but sometimes it feels like no he is doing whatever he can do but the thing he hurted me in past i think I should have left him and see if destiny has really destined us to be together or it's just me holding on but the thing is whenever i try to let go of him the things comes up and it shows that i need him. I am confused.

He's having some problems with his family and suddenly he vanished 
:l am I only here to share his happiness together? Am I only here to talk and time pass ? When I asked him he said you won't understand then why we are even dating when I can not be there for knowing what you're going through some bad? I felt so miserable that the boy I'm loving I'm caring this much that I couldn't sleep or couldn't focus on my studies that boy doesn't even talked to me since a week or more . I feel so surprised that once he said I feel so relieved talking to you but the very next you're not considering me to be there with you in your hard times . He doesn't even talk normally or call . At school 99% of my head is thinking about him . I wanna focus on my studies but how I wanna love my self but how .............

Why he's doing like this should I leave him like that or keep asking for him to share this feels so creep that I'm forcing someone to tell me .but that someone is every thing for me man n he said that too but doesn't mean it ig. 
IM SO CONFUSED YRR PLEASE HELP ME OUT . 
Ese toh i won't be able to study for my upcoming exams :/

Memories

Hello I'm in relationship with a guy since 4 years. He takes a great care of me but he's being over possesive he won't let me talk to other boys.And the saddest thing is we are in long distance relationship which hurts me even more.But i do want make good guy friends.

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