I genuinely believe in friendships strongly but that's not how my destiny works . I really want a friend with whom i am me..the real me . It's just that something happens that could not be continued..

Thts right and i wanna build that up for sure😊😊

I think then you are on the right track ......you can easily say anything here and obviously no one will judge you ............but still the kind of friendship you want will need time and trust to nurture ....

Friends

Hello everyone so basically my 3 friends dont treat me the way i deserve... They make fun of me.... I did my first interview ever. For pr event ij clg i got selected but they made fun of me for my behavior and mistakes i did there... M learning but for cracking jokes there must be limit? Right? I can roast them back but i swear they never make fun of me qhen i m in my best energy.... Whenever i m sad or drained they make fun of my situation and me like at that time i don't even have the energy to say something against it🤷‍♀m sorry but thats how i am careless and a learner.they even tryna bring me down in front of other friends 🤷‍♀i would never ever do that but why do they have to act the way i don't like

Anxiety

**realsad**

I hate those people who ignore their friends for their bf or gf like cmon guys we understand that they are too an important part of your life now but we also care and share the same love with you. It really hurts when you always choose your significant other over your friends.

Relationships

idk why I'm separating myself from my friends or maybe from people who i think are my friends but actually are not ..when I used to talk first or message them first we used to be friends , but the day i stopped talking first and going to them first , we no more talk at all ...so i thought now I'll rather stay alone but never go back to them , IDC how strong the bond was , how close we were , i just know that if I'll start first then there is any relation in my life and if I stop talking to them , going to them , if I'm no more available for them , then there is nothing .... whenever they wanted my help i gave ... whenever they wanted anything i was the first one everytime to be there ....and now when I just stopped talking to them ,they also are not coming ...like wow ...then they used to talk about feelings and emotions and friendship ....do they even what real friendship is ....or maybe I myself is wrong ...maybe I'm egoistic ....but now i just know no one is my friend like no one ....i literally have noone in my life whom I can trust and call my friend ...maybe i deserve this because of my behaviour but now i don't want any friends coz i know I'll give more and they'll never ever care about me like how i feel, what I'm going through....i think it's better for me to separate myself from everyone .....i used to be a kind of extrovert but I'm slowly turning into introvert which i don't want but i have no other option than this ....what should I do .... I'm not feeling okay .....i used to very strong at hiding my emotions but today when we all were together ...first my friend was talking to me but when another of my friend came , they just ignored me like i was never there.... I'm feeling like they want me to feel lonely ....i just don't know if I'm overthinking or I'm right .....idk ....i just know i wanna separate myself from everyone .....please help me tell me what should I do ...am i going right or ...idk ...:)

Insecurity

I just want attention sometimes and I feel really bad for it but I'm always helping my friends and doing everything for them. They just use me they never talk to me, unless they are bored and can't talk to anyone else. They have done that before but it always makes me feel guilty and whenever I tell them I feel bad they make me say sorry to them all for making them seem like the bad guys. They like this guy and I try to tell jokes to get there attention but the two of them walked over to the guy they like and told it to him. Looked like he liked the joke I guess.🙁 So many people say just drop toxic friends but I would have no one and talking to people makes me freak out and I cry just at the sound of things like group projects. I feel like I have to options suffer or be alone and they both sound pretty bad to me.

Individuals may view meaningful conversations differently. Some find them dull, others consider them as a type of showboating, and yet others recognise their importance but struggle to avoid them. However, you will eventually meet someone who values and understands the importance of meaningful interactions, and they will become the appropriate buddy for you. Alternatively, having no expectations and no friends might be a valid and rewarding road to take.

I wonder if anyone is real here🥶


Now&Me Thinks

I don't like it when I fake something to match other people's standards and expectations. I keep forgetting to be selfish. I either be selfless or completely selfish, I can't seem to balance them both. 

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