I gave the neet last year but couldn’t get a seat in any college. I repeated one year and this time also I don’t think I will get. The c/ut offs are too high. I want to repeat another year and give everything I can. I know that I haven’t gave 100% in the last two attempts. My mother don’t want me to repeat since she is sceptical about my selection. She is quite a/ngry and not even talking to me. And my dad is okay with it. I was dependent on You/Tube channels last two years and there wasn’t any proper disciplined since classes were recorded and I procrastinated and since there’s no teacher to look after me, I didn’t solve much questions too. Plus, teachers were also not disciplined, they don’t upload the lectures as per schedule sometimes. So, my dad want me to join an offline coaching.
Fees are too high. It’s one l/akh r/upees. (Not like we have any fi nancial constraints but that’s a huge amount and I feel about them spending this much on me since I’m doubting my abilities now the moment my mom continuously asking what if I don’t do well next year too) I’m scared now. There are so many questions in my mind like what if I waste my parents money and don’t get a seat. I have not been in classroom classes since 2020, as all classes were online due to pandemic. So, I fear that I might not be able to cope up in a classroom with so many students around me. What if I don’t cope up with the heavy schedule since classes will be from 2:30 pm to 8:45 pm with three 15 minutes break in between. I’m really scared to be a los/er again and most importantly waste my parents money.
I do believe that I can do it but still there’s some fear. I haven’t taken admission yet. And it was always my dream to be a doctor so I don’t want to give up on my dream. I want to f/ight back with 100% of me and get the top most college in my country.
What do you think I should do? I didn’t gave any other exam too and I didn’t apply anywhere too, so there’s no chance of getting into any other course except few courses like dental or veterinary science which I don’t want to pursue. And mbbs abroad or in private is not an option for me.
Ignore the poll please, if there is any. I mistakenly clicked on it and now it is not removing.
Yes, do you have anything to say/advice?
Yes. I’m well aware of the fact that I need to study for years to be a reputed doctor and also the harsh reality of medical education in India but I still want to go for it. No other course fascinates me to be very honest. I enrolled myself in a bsc with majors in chemistry which I left after giving end sem exams of first semester since I didn’t feel anything while studying. Every single day, I only had one thought and that is I am not made for this. So, yes. I am willing to spend whatever time it takes to be a doctor :)
Oh no! I didn’t get any noti for the previous messags, I got one for this one only.
So yes, I do need to work hard for it and fight for it.
Thank you so much! ✨
