I gave alot of my energy to my best friend and I wasted my lot of time on her and she left me and didn't even bother to contact :( it kills me everyday I wanted to contact but I want to give my time for studies , I already regret alot because I wasted lot of time it is killing me daily can someone tell me what should I do 

Tbh I was the only person who used to get hurt everytime :) still I decided to stayed , I won't say I didn't hurt , I did , but that's literally nothing compare to I went , tbh lot of sacrifice, dark days and everything

Thank you so much , I don't if I should say this or not but it really hurts :(

We were friends for 7 years ,like best friends for 3 -4 years , I always did alottfor her without having any expectations except her bare minimum for other and she just couldn't do the 1% of what I did :(

It's long story ;) but if I want to short it down may be I overlove and overcare and she took me for granted ;) I got attached and she just thought I'll be there anyway , I'm giving exam after 3 months which is career deciding exam for me and I don't want to reconnect again last time when I did it wasted my lot of time :)

Haha pal tbh I did everything whatever a normal human heart can love and care for another being , I told her multiple times , showed her , made many many things for her , gave her favourite things to her still she took granted whats worst than that , and it's not like that , I'm somone who die for attention , I genuinely get lot of attention from ppl 

3-4 months ,I emailed her thrice and said I'm not good and still miss her and how much I love her as friend :( I can't contact whole heartedly because constant fear of hurt 

Breakup

my friend has depression so i want to help her so but i don't know how and i am afraid that i might do something that makes her feel worse. any tips?

Depression

yk that moment in your life when you realize you’ll always be in that one persons shadow… god it hurts so much when that one person is your best friend. i’ve said it before and ill say it again shes stunning, everyone compliments her and no one bats an eye at me. i put in so much effort and people just always pick her, looks wise or just friends wise. we got in an argument today and she used my loneliness as an insult against me, it hurt so much but we both said stuff we don’t mean so i don’t hold it against her. But like damn. I opened up to her about how its so hard for me to make friends and shit and she said she’d help me out but it feels bad knowing i need help in the first place. When we were arguing, she said smth abt me having no friends and then said her plans for the weeknd and asked for mine. Just stood there hiding my pain cuz i genuinely had no plans, and the fact her plans were w our friends hurts even more. They’d all pick her over me, they’re just so much closer to her no matter how hard i try. Genuinely no one cares abt me lol. im just tired of constantly comparing myself to her, sometimes i feel like a bitch for wanting to hate her but i literally cannot handle it anymore. shes my closest friend, she honestly has it all, looks, friends, a boyfriend, happy. i want that:(…

Jealous

All we need is friendship bro ntg to worry about the fucking love 
So we all have one frnd who can just be with us for the same way we have now so don't be back side of love and be with frnds chill Mawa 

3am Thoughts

Best friend issues
So nowadays I feel really sad. My bestie ignored and lied to me before but I didnt make a big deal out of it but these days its getting outta hand. 
Today I asked her to play game with me online and she said she was busy she'll play later. Again I asked and she said I'll play after eating then she ignored me for sone time and then she said she cant play now. I was sad because I was waiting from 3 hours to play with her.
Sometimes I think I should not be her friend because she's a complete opposite of me ....I just feel like an outcast sometimes.
While joking also if she jokes and I say something she's like "You just need a reason to fight" and when I joke she says things like "Thats why no one wants to talk to you"" You have a bad habit of saying bad things to others" and these kind of sentences really hurt me.
Right now our relationship is very complicated. Some times I feel like never talking to her .....these days she really takes me for granted.
What should I do? If I talk to her she'll just say that I need a reason to fight and ignore me so what should I do ? I'm very confused.


Anxiety

I have loss everyone ..because I was not attending their call for some reasons. 
Today was my budday no one wished me ..I don't know .. why ...only one friend sakshi called me but I didn't attend call. I texted her thankyou. ….. I don't want to have any grudges ..
I miss my old days.
Should I phone call her tomorrow and sort out everything. 
That frnd and I get misunderstood indirectly for conversation.actually I met her 3 years ago to see her as she lost her brother due to tumour.when I went with other 2 girl so she started braging things (in school she also used to say like that) and indirectly behaving and camparing talking about family member  may be she wasn't in her senses...I don't know I started braging things which I regret ..right now ..
Everything is sorted already but  still u know girls kept it in their heart ..
 What to do .?? Should I talked to her 


Friends

Am I selfish for being jealous of my ex bff having the time of her life?
Am I selfish to constantly question whether she still talks/thinks about me?
Am I selfish to envy her friends and the people who get to hug her, kiss her, smell her hair, talk to her, make memories with her?
Truth be told, I miss her.
Even if I don’t make it obvious to others I think about her a lot, I still love her.
Do you know how many times I have called my other bestfriends CRYING to them and telling them about our stupid memories?
Do you know how many times I have made eye contact with her and she avoided my gaze?
Do you know how many times I felt that lump in my throat while recalling some of our memories?
Or when she is there, in the same friendgroup as me not even saying a single word to me?
It hurts. It freaking hurts.
And I don’t seem to get over it.
It’s been 2 months. 2 months since I lost you, my soulmate.
She said it first, that I was her soulmate. She was, still is and will always be my soulmate.
She will always have a special place in my heart.
I miss her more than anything right now.
I just want to hug her one more time, get the chance to register her scent, talk to her one more time, call her, text her, smile at her one more time.
Just one more time, please.
Is this too much to ask?
It’s been to months and I miss you, I really freaking bloody miss you.
Everyone is telling me that it’s her loss but to me, it’s also mine.
I just wish I could take evrything back. I wish I could take back the time. I wish I had done things differently . I wish I hadn’t lost you. I wish I wouldn’t need to do this rn. I wish I wish I wish I wish …
I love you always have, always will.
M.

Alright so this post isn’t about me but this other girl who has an envious attitude towards me. Ive had to deal with all the rumours she’s spread and the bullshit she’s talked about me the past few years. We used to be really good friends and at one point she told me that she wished she could be like me. I am not in a position to say “oh I know how you feel” because honestly, I don’t. And believe me I’m not bragging about that. Jealousy or wanting to be someone you’re not will only bring you down and I cannot stress this enough. You always keep a tab on what I’m doing or who I’m with and this is getting on my nerves. Ive tried to calm things down between us and become friends again but it just doesn’t seem to work. It’s like she’s not putting in the effort. I know I could just let this go and not give two fucks about this but I don’t want to end things on a bad note.

Other

Feeling low... I'm an intern... I was dating a girl for 4.5 years since i started my medical school... But we brokeup during my final year exams... It was traumatic for me.. But i eventually let go of that thought and trying to be normal... I had a best friend of 5 years and in the end of my internship we started dating agreeing that we wouldn't find anyone better and we'll taoe this risk coz we both had feelings for each other and as we knew for so many years it wouldn't be a big deal for us... But it's been months now and I don't know why, but I'm feeling very insecure, the whole reason we started this was coz i felt this is the most secure person i could be with, but i don't know why all of a sudden everything has changed... I'm jealous of her doing good in the same career but me doing nothing... And I'm scared if I'm becoming over possessive or obsessed with her.. Which i genuinely don't want to be.. I trust her the most and she's a genuine,ost loyal and humble person I've ever known and i know her very well.. Yet, I'm feeling very jealous of her in her every move. And i don't if this is because of the ex who gave me a very bad experience, who always gave me insecurity, who made wrong moves and always disappointed me... I'm concerned whether Am I starting to behave like I used to with her! And I'm just lost... Idk what to do, what not to do. Is this happening because of my traumatic past experience or is this me being possessive and obsessive for no reason at all and ruining what I have. I'm scared and everyday I end up not being normal or not being able to communicate properly because of these thoughts. I'm so lost. I think I need help. 

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