I felt out of the blue. I felt the world is falling apart. Been saving myself for ages. I am tired. 😞

Been carrying a lot of problems for ages. Darkness is eating me.

How are you feeling today? What are your problems? 

I don't know what to say as I am feeling blue and down also.

Depression

You can't be there for every one everytime.. but you can be with yourself everytime, everywhere ☺️

Affirmations

Darling, please have a badass attitude...only it can save you from people around you!

3am Thoughts

This is my first post: Family issues are effecting me, while I’m the “fixer”. Cancer, many other diseases, separation, drugs, depression, addictions, arguments and so much more. I’m not sure how this post will help me. But I keep an open mind.

Anxiety

It so hard to make understand the one person you love 😭😭
He doesn't understand my mental health issues my anxiety ...


Mental Health

Hi! I live in India and I am preparing for PG entrance exam but sometimes I feel maybe I should get out of this country but the thought of leaving my parents behind scares me a bit. I love travelling and photography but to afford that I am working towards becoming a doctor. But I just wonder, given the situation in India about the mental health of doctors, salaries, working hours and the overall competition everywhere, is it worth it? 
Should I just give this up and just start travelling with the little money I have instead of giving my prime years to something so hectic that might change me physically (my hair white and all the backaches of being a doctor).. 

I see my colleagues in other professions starting living their life so early while I am still grinding in med school and giving exams all the time..should I stop and just let go? When you only live once?😐

I was bit childish . And blocked her sometimes whenever we hd argument but apologised after i calmed down. Okkay i was toxic . But i was learning as i was growing in the relationship. But i never thought of leaving her, i never talked to another women. I was pure with my intentions. 
She used to be so busy that i felt so alone. We lived 2kms away from each other but couldn’t meet for 3 months cos of her schedule. But still stick to her . Cos i promised i will never leave that hand. 
Yaar gussa thi gharwaalo se baat krti .. mere se baat krti . U started talking to someone else jisse tum 10 din pehle mili ho . ? 
And said ki “u need someone jo tumhaari baat ko smjhe” 
Mai nhi smjhta tha kya . ? Jab busy rehti thi toh khud  ko excuse deta tha ki aaj office me kaam hoga ya aaj ghr pe kaam hoga. Uske bawjood i was standing honestly there with you . Lonely feel hine ke bawjood i never tried to find someone else. Gusaata tha toh tumse baat kr ke sort krta tha. Na ki kisi lafki se sympathy ke liye. 
Acha nhi kiya yaar . 🥺

Breakup

Hello there!!
Recently i encountered a guy whose name is chaitanya....his name has very good meaning which means awareness
So this guy doesn't at all know anything about my place like I'm a telugu girl!! From northeastern Andhrapradesh to be precise....
He doesn't know a single thing about south india literally all he know is dosa and sambar!!! 
And we had a nice talk i felt bad for him that how he has grown up with such poor knowledge in geography of India.
Later he asked me whether we have railways  facility..... I was ragging mad because 30mins back I explained him saying that im from city and we have airways facility too but again he asked me the dumb one.... i explained him in very polite  way that now a days railways is available to villages and as I'm frm city so do we have that facility..... I was ragging mad at him bt I just can't scold him just becz he doesn't know my place....
My advice is please if you meet someone new and you don't know abt their place properly just search about their place and make a good conversation because it hurts and evn create an impression that you are dumb...
Have a nice evening 

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