I fell in love with all your flaws,
But you left me for mine.

-anonymous 

Aditya Sahu 

It is not for me.... I never fell in that trap called love it is for one of my friend..

Life

next to next sunday, my friends are making a plan🥲 to meet. a girl is coming jisse i used to love but fir sab awkward hogya between us and na chahte hue bhi i said her ki i see her as a friend. ab wo ari hai , mein kya kru🥲 firse feelings aajayegi wapis merko uske liye.

Anxiety

I’m thinking of deleting this app .. I delete it soon 

Adoption

How to ask for a leave at office? I am so bored at work right now and wanna take a leave for a week. Please suggest me some valid reasons for taking a leave so that my boss would approve it. Kindly, do not suggest me to take a sick leave.

Exhausted

I woke up this morning and forgot which side the sun rises from.

Coming Out

I hate negative thoughts and negative words but I'm so tired of who I am. I'm sick of people telling me to love myself I hurt myself so much, I destroyed every opportunity i had, I wasn't enough for anyone to stick around. I just want all this to be gone, I want to feel nothing anymore. 2020 was like a dream for a moment I felt like I was happy but it's all gone. I've been clean for more than a year but now I feel like hurting myself again, I want revenge from the body I was given, I don't want this anymore all I ever asked for was LOVE but no one made me feel like I deserve it. 

Depression

writing after many days cause im bored. I should get a good job. Atleast a 15 lakhs one. I will run away from my from home as far as possible. I will introduce my bf to my family if i have one. I will marry even if they dont agree. Its okay even if i break up with him. Because all I want is freedom more than anything. Its fine even if im on my own. I dont need anyone to support me. Freedom to travel, freedom to make friends even if that person is a guy,  freeedom to be on my own, I want these so bad. No matter what happens I wont return to this house again if  they are still like right now and dont change their attitude towards me. I fucking hate my life. But i dont hate myself. I'll do anything i can to reach what i want even if that means leaving everyone. I want my freedom like everyone. I fucking dont care what society thinks about me. That depressed life all these years. I hate it. I remember each and every situation i am in. I remember each and every fight with my family, with swetha. I will never forget anything. I will get my revenge for sure. It doesnt matter if i have food and shelter and I have to be grateful for what i  have. But still i always got humiliated by everyone. I was never sent out with my friends. I got scolded no matter what I did. No one loved me for how i am. My family, society, friends everyone hated me. Infact no one ever cared about me. Everyones too busy to care about someone else. All they show is sympathy and that too for self satisfaction or getting a inner feeling that they are good people. I never saw empathy in anyone. I feel like im a psycho but tbh everyone around me are psychos who lack empathy. They show sympathy just for a good impression or good image in the society.

when are we going to start better?? WE LOVE and FORGIVE!! But why can't we forgive ourselves!??????

Breakup

My boyfriend doesn't replies to my Love you messages. I am annoyed. I don't want to talk to him now! 

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