I feel that I don't have a personality of my own. I've been a mirror all this time (treating the person in front of me how they treat me)
I have not taken the first step in anything and that makes me very sad.
Is it too late to change? 

Aditya Sahu 

Your realization is the first step to change... 

Erza Hazel

Confusion

Do y’all ever meet someone (guy/ girl)  and just can’t stop thinking about them even though you don’t want to like they’re always on your mind . And somehow they end up becoming your bestest friends and yet you don’t feel anything romantically?

College

i want to say i feel better, but the truth is that I have just stopped feeling. it is getting harder to keep taking my medications when all they do is make me feel like everything is fake. i don't know if feeling sad is worse or better than not feeling anything at all. smiles i will share but on the inside they hold no meaning. watching "I'm thinking of ending things" today and it represented how i feel time flows around me. i don't know, i feel like nothing is truly worth it yet there is no gain in me killing myself either...

Time

girls who used dress up games as an escape mechanism to feel pretty and good about themselves because they were made to feel ugly and unattractive growing up club

Other

Anyone from Hyderabad? 
Ladies and gentlemen 😉
Yes or no?

I can’t go on anymore. I’m so emotionally exhausted.
This year started off okay, but soon progressed to one of the most difficult and painful time I’ve experienced so far.
I lay on the bed wishing to never wake up because of the things that were happening at home. 
My mom is emotionally abusive and a narcissist. My sister was going through a tough time in her marriage and I witnessed my brother in law threaten her because another man (he is like a father figure) touched her arm. I had a panic attack when all of this happened and since then I had been feeling so low.
On the other hand, my mother has been making things so hard for me. She puts me down, invalidates my pain and speaks in a way that is so demeaning. 
Then, I fell ill on the 27th of March and since then I’ve been unwell. The doctors can’t figure out anything and I’m just resting, waiting for the pain to go away. It’s so overwhelming and hard sometimes to be in this whole zone of uncertainty.
Everyone cared in the beginning, but now I’m mocked by my mother, told to do chores, when even doing the most basic things causes excruciating pain. She hurts me so much even when I’m ill. My heart hurts.
It’s already hard to be battling an illness with no name to it, and when I have to listen to such insensitive words coming from a person who is supposed to be the most caring, it breaks my heart into a million pieces.
I don’t want to be left at the mercy of others. I want to get better. I want to feel okay. 
Both my emotional and physical pain is causing me distress. 


Mental Illness

Anyone up for some random chat?

Friends

It's been two weeks since I spoke a word with my bestfriend. We stay in the same room, near by bed. Yet, she doesn't make any effort to talk with me, even though I did. 🥺

Lonely

When you sitting alone and crying like hell but everyone know about this but no one come to you and ask what happened/ are you ok, just ask me one time u even don't know how much I hiding my tears just ask me.... 

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