I feel so sad than my family doesn't really look like they support my dream to writ and publish a book...

Dnt wait for others to like your dreams just keep doing hardwork and achieve them.

Family

You replaced your best friend with me when we met and then you met another girl and replaced me with her, kya baat hai! Who’s next? You constantly need new girls in your life?

3am Thoughts

Binge Eating

Yes they say sticks and stones may break my bones but words won't that's a lie and you know it 

imagine staying loyal to be cheated on

Cheating

I've seen that a few of my colleagues often overwork, they do more than what's required of them. How lol? I can barely find time to finish what i have on my plate how do thay manage extra responsibilities? 
I never do less, but i cannot do more, is that a bad thing? Should I try to take on extra work? 

Work

Open your heart to happiness.
Let every pore absorb light.
Swim in the joy of the here and now,
And cast off the darkness of night

Friends

People on this app have proven it that being beautiful is favoured over being ugly. Whenever I call myself ugly they assume I'm being insecure. But if I had instead called myself beautiful, no one would have criticised me for lying or boasting.  The stigma surrounding being ugly is  just..

Depression

The worst thing you can even be in your life is being Sensitive & guess what, a sensitive guy.
You feel everything, yet you feel nothing.

People are so caring for others, but they don't give a shit about your emotions, even if you give your 200% to everything.
Even the tiniest thing could trigger, disturb, and ruin you. But you know what? Those tiny things could make me fly, could give me genuine happiness.

I'm sensitive, I observe how you interact, how you think, what you think, your eyelashes, your lips, your eyebrows, even that small mole next to your earlobe, I see everything, I notice everything, I remember everything.
I remember how you touched me on the 19th of Dec, 2023. or that first met, when you complimented my dress. I remember everything.

My post might sound like "girly" stuff because that's what people think about me before they know my gender. Or that's what people think in real life, that I'm just too soft, too polite, too kind.
But let me tell you one thing, these are not "girly" stuff, these are just emotions, ways to talk, write, and express.

Why?
Why are we not sensitive towards a guy's emotions?

And yesssss, a lot of guys are emotional, that's a very natural thing, but most (or maybe all) of them never express, never talk, never show. They die a million deaths, before the real one. They can't even cry openly, or even secretly.
They heaviness, you can't ever understand the heaviness guys carry inside, especially around families, parents, love, you never know, or might never know.
We don't have 10+ DMs waiting for our replies for the next coffee. No. We just have 3 chats, whom we care about. Who matters to us, and it breaks our hearts when they break it.

I'm not saying guys are all glittery, perfect, emotional. No. I'm saying they are also*.


So if you have any guy, whom you care about, whom you love, who falls into this category. 
Hug him, 
hold him tightly, 
allow him to be comfortable, 
tell them you love him, and don't just say, act. 
Listen to them, the way you want someone to listen to you. 
Care about them, the way you want him to care for you. 
Trust him, 
show faith, 
show love, the real one. For us the sensitive one we get it when someone is genuine, and we get it if they pretend.
Don't treat them as shit, they aren't.
Don't use them.
Don't use them to heal yourself, or to pass your time. Please don't.

And if you are sensitive..
I know how deeply, and intensely we feel. How small things matter to us, how the expectations - exponentially grow with the close ones, how broken we feel - yet can't express. The embarrassment, shame, guilt, etc, etc. I know it all. I feel it all. All I can offer you right now, is love, deep love. Hug your blanket, your cushion tightly, feel the love for yourself, and I'll pray you get someone who reciprocates the same for you


PS: I might have mixed up, sensitive guys, myself, guys in general, emotional guys, here & there. Toh jo jaha shi se fit ho rha ho, maan lena, because I'm very tired to correct myself, like really really tired, mentally exhausted. Because?.... Yeah, you get it, I'm a sensitive guy,

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