Anugrah @uchihayeager
I feel so lonely bcz of my parents
I don want to become an IAS Officer but they have left me no choice. I have to Prepare for UPSC even if I don’t want to. Its so sad and disappointing for me. I feel like I am a slave.
I want to die
I want my parents to die
I daydream, 7-8 hrs a day, my ideal life of how I wanted to live, of how I would have lived if my parents allowed their pet slave (me) to live.
Ohh gosh its so tough to be with parebts
The most basic thing I want to stay away from my parents. I will just became an IAS Officer through determination and then live on my own cutting all my ties from my parents
I hate my life
I hate m life
Veddiex @veddiex
U wanna talk bout it mate?
Anugrah @uchihayeager
Yeah I could talk
But where would our talk lead.
I will still be their slave until I move out
Anugrah @uchihayeager
I really wish people around would be as kind as you are
Everyone posts on internet about Mental Health and opening up to someone
But when I actually do open up they become totally different person
If only the world was as kind as me Half the problems of the world would have ceased to exist
Anugrah @uchihayeager
Thanks for atleast for caring a little thanks🙂🙂🙂☺
Veddiex @veddiex
Indeed, that’s true.
I still sometimes don’t get it why do parents have to force their dreams upon their kids. Have u ever tried talking to them about what exactly you wanna do or be in your life?
I’m sorry if I’m getting too personal but it seems that you’re going through what I’ve had face and I can’t see a fellow mate facing the same things and hey!
Stay strong! Take your time… Ik you’re strong and you feel frustrated! I’m here . We all are
Anugrah @uchihayeager
I have tried to communicate with them so politely but everything was meaningless
I tried so hard to earn their ears but for them I am stupid and only they know the best for me
I am not allowed to do anything against their wishes
If they want me to do something they will ask me to do it 24/7 without a break
Its suffocating
Veddiex @veddiex
It’s okay to feel that way! You’re really strong Man! Wow! Keep it up! You’ll make it… You’ve got my back! Hold on! It will get alright… It always does and always will! Sending lots of hugs o((^▽^))o
Amandeep Kaur @aman111
I really wish if i could give you a tight hug right now 🥺🥺
Aapki himatt enn sab Rank se upar hai 😊 This too shall pass my friend.
Base Up @idol_type9
The more desperate one is… The harder they will work on ones dream… Either become an ias as soon as you can… Cause you are already suffering this and more than half way there… Or prove your dreams right… By starting the struggle from the start…
All the best buddy… Work up and don’t give up…
Veddiex @veddiex
That’s how it goes.
They don’t wanna hear you out…
U should try Askin what exactly do they want from ya?
To die doing what you never wanted to do or live happily and do what pleases you the most!
Parents , are right in their place but sometimes they forget that we are fellow human beings too! I’m sure your parents love you , for now . Take a deep breath , take in hold 3 seconds and breathe out! Do it for 4- 5 mins and think with a light and relaxed brain…
I’m sure you’ll work out a solution to this . I trust you!
And I’m always here, I’ll try to be … it’s okay to feel that way!
I’m honoured I’m able to talk to a string and really kind person like you!
Anugrah @uchihayeager
Yup Thanks😊😊
Anugrah @uchihayeager
I also don’t know what I want to do in my life as a career. But the main reason they want me to be an IAS officer because its the highest paying job and I know its okay but I still don’t want to. I doesn’t feel natural
My parents are very rigid they won’t bulge an inch
My father says they will send me to be a farmer if I couldn’t become an IAS Officer
And Also according to them, I have to put my head into UPSC and I will start liking it
Anugrah @uchihayeager
They want me to get a job before I am 24 years old
Anugrah @uchihayeager
According to them I am weak and stupid if I didn’t become an IAS officer
They said I don’t have any sense of world and myself and future if I didn’t wanted to become IAS
Anugrah @uchihayeager
Do you have any suggestions of what I can do as career with Commerce Stream
I am planning for b.com this year as I just finished my school
Anugrah @uchihayeager
And About them loving me.
They dont show their love to me even if they love me, I don’t know if they love me or not.
They completely neglect me and my feelings. They don’t talk to me, they don’t try to talk to me, dealing with me is like a hard chore to them. Even when I was a kid they didn’t want to play with me, my father used to get angry when I wanted to play with him
And Also they are hateful couples they hate each other and often say bad things about eachother to me
Well I don’t really about their love I just want my career set and that’s all I will live completely away from them
Veddiex @veddiex
Do you kno how to privately chat here or something like that?
I get what exactly is happening… it’s okay, it’ll be alright .
Anugrah @uchihayeager
No I can’t find a way to privately chat
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Veddiex @veddiex
Wait I’mma text you
Veddiex @veddiex
Uh…
v.e.d.d.i.e.x
Thass my ig… u can text me for sure