Get out and explore. U have wrote this like you have no where else to go. Leave this toxic relationship and move on.
Cheers
Abhijeet A.K @akabhi
If u really want peace in ur life then leave them both and do what makes you happy now donβt tell they are the happy ppl other than them mingle with new friends and stop thinking about that topic only and be positive and think positive and it will take time to heal so first make one decision so that it takes time to heal
I think you should gradually come out of that relationship and should also tell your bestfriend about all these things healing is a slow procedure it will take time but you will And I hope you find the best person you deserve