I feel so alone but this is the life i chose for myself , I always wanted to stay alone because that is what i like . I can’t tolerate people they irritate the shit out of me but then sometimes i feel i am so lonely and sad but the other day i am like nahh i am good like this only . I just feel so lost and no good reason to survive. Everyone have a motive to live i sadly don’t have that . I don’t know what to do to make myself feel better .
I feel there’s a void in your life. But that’s okay. At some point of your life, you’ll be missing out on something.
Like you said, you like to be alone but at times you feel lonely. Let’s just think the other scenario. Just imagine that you are interacting w people, is that thought making you happy? If it is, you should try it. What’s wrong in trying?
You can make online friends for that, trust me this corona time is the best time to do so!
Making friends is not easy for me , I don’t know i am afraid of the expectations which the other person holds . Also the thought of making friends does not make me happy blki it puts me in stress .
Well then don’t make friends but interact w people? Will that help? You can use apps for that. You don’t owe people anything and you’re not responsible for anyone’s happiness. I think you should accept this. It’ll be easier.
I know it’s just a day that i am feeling low .
