I feel sad. Overwhelmed. There’s too much pressure. Academics. Career. To look pretty. Do something big. There is just too much expectations from me. And everyone compares me to someone else and makes me feel low about myself. I hate all of them. They are suffocating me. I just want to be alone. Be at peace. Explore my life at my pace. No rat race. But I guess i done have that privilege. I need to survive this or it is going to break me.i can’t let that happen again. Already i have been broken once and it took a hell lot of pain to get out of it. I can’t revisit that phase again. I just keep fearing what if i end up there again. Coz i don’t have the energy and will to go through all of that and pull myself out again. I can’t. It’s taken too much from me already. I can’t end up there again. Everyday i live in that fear. It’s eating me from the inside. Just pray that i rise above all this and shut everyone who think i won’t make it.
Phantom @vx6098
Isn’t this the point where your just say ‘duck this’’ and start focusing on your objectives, priorities and well being?
Yeah ig i mean i am trying at least
Phantom @vx6098
I was there but i had one less burden in this regard - i was a guy. Know one thing- you’re the only person worth impressing. If others aren’t, I’d say that’s their problem.
Land of Blues @landofblues
It’s a lot friend. And you are already carrying so much, you need to take calm and small steps at a time towards happiness .
It’s hard, you are already crying ain’t you? Maybe youll have to wait, but you’ll get out. If you ever need someone to talk, there are good people here, who will listen to you without hurting you.
Yess this place is good to rant and reach out
Land of Blues @landofblues
Sure. Please do be a part of us. If you need to talk, reach out. Tk Cr.
Beleive me being alone is not at all fun , it will give u pleasure for 7-8 month and then… boom after 1yr you’re addicted to loneliness and you’re lacking in simple social things… beleive me i have exact similar thing except 3yr of graduation in “loneliness”
I am already don’t know how to get out of it
Yo! I know what you’re saying.
... @2521
Same, self confidence can only save us.
