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Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

I feel sad again

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Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

I want to die

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Anonymous

Why is that?

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

I want my mother to die

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Anonymous

Bwuh…
That took a 180 💀

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

I can’t get therapy

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

I can’t leave

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Anonymous

What’s the issue

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

My mother won’t let me leave the house

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Anonymous

Uhmm how old are you?

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

19

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Anonymous

Well prob cuz of something you did, she is upset about it and won’t let you leave.
Or prob cuz of any of your habit or something…

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

I was born with a disablility

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Anonymous

What kind of? If you are comfortable telling it.

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

Cerebral palsy

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

And anxiety and depression

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Anonymous

Take care of yourself and she needs to u derstand your situation and help you instead of trapping you in

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

How can I make her understand?

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Anonymous

Talk to her maybe

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

I feel like there’s no use in trying

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

She never understands me

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

I feel like I shouldn’t live

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Anonymous

Do you have any other family member, try talking to your Dad… dad knows better

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Anonymous

Don’t blame yourself for it. You and your mom just don’t have an understanding.

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

I don’t know what to tell him, he’s already in a poor position emotionally.

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

She always blames things on me or my Dad. She makes us feel like we’re stupid or in the wrong.

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

I almost killed myself because of what she told me.

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Anonymous

You have a toxic relation with your mom

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Anonymous

Dang! That’s brutual… you need to stand up for yourself.

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

What can I do?

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

I can’t get a job

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

I don’t know how to find one, or where I’ll stay once I do.

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

I’m so useless.

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Anonymous

You’re just 19, it’s ok. It will take time for you to become independent. Till that time try learning new things. Get a hobby, get involved in it. Work on improving your cerebral palsy. Trust me, you will thank yourself later

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

:( Like I’ve already been doing? Sorry, I just feel so down. I want to get away.

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

I want to get away I want to get away I want to get away I want to get away I want to get away I want to get away I want to get away I want to get away I want to get away I want to get away I want to get away I want to get away I want to get away I want to get away

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Anonymous

You are scaring me… you should go to therapy

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

I wish I could

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

How do I get therapy?

Natalie_UK🏳️‍⚧... @cant

I’m trapped because of her.

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