I feel ridiculous. Why is suicide still crossing my mind? I still hate myself. Why am I living like this with no purpose? I just hate myself and attach my value to my tasks. When I'm unproductive, I start despising myself and consider myself useless. 

It is fine to feel depressed or low sometimes in life but dont think of suicide or ways of ending life .... We are lost sometimes, it will take time to see a clear path of what we want to become or what to do.... Take time, do self care and try to prioritise yourself to avoid suicidal thoughts .. 

I hope with time you heal and feel better. 

3am Thoughts

I feel like i have lost a spark within me
Nothing excites me anymore

Anxiety

Hey is anyone here doing AS in sciences and giving cies in may June?
I wanna talk 

College

Why is it so tough to manage lrd 
How come the other person is just so busy that they can’t spare time and can’t manage the schedule to match my time zone 
I understand he is career oriented but to an extent that they forget they have someone waiting for them just to have even a ten minutes talk
How much time does one need before settling down to a new country for Masters 
I really like him but idk if I should wait for things to get better or move on 
It’s been already two months since he has gone there 
He is 5.5 hours behind my time zone 
When I’m not able to talk to him I have anxiety and I’ve even told this to him but he isn’t really that much concerned because of course assignments n socialising are taking all the time and he can’t even spare time for his girl 


Boyfriend

Feeling anxious is like having a worried or nervous feeling in your stomach, and your heart might beat faster. It's like your brain is stuck on something you're worried about, and it's hard to stop thinking about it. You might feel jumpy or on edge, and it can be tough to calm down or feel at ease.
It's okay Anxiety is manageable.
#psychiatristinsights

Hallo
So, I have moved out to another country to do my master's. Everything was good until one day, where I met this person. Tbh I'm too shy around girls ( just like Raj from Big Bang Theory). But I don't know how I've managed to talk to her for hours, I had enjoyed a lot conversing (I think she also felt good). It went like this for 2days straight and then something happened, she then started avoiding my calls and texts saying she's busy. Now I don't know what to do.. Now I'm thinking that I look like a creep in front of her. I don't know what to do.. 

Overthinking

Logon ke ander se jis din lalach khatam ho gya na 
Uss din vo khush hai 
Unke lalach ki wajah se na keval wo khud preshan hote hai blki unke saath wale bhi suffer karte hain 
Satisfaction hona chahiye kahin to

Lost my job recently as an analyst. I worked in that company for almost 4 years and they just decided to close. They were never the friendliest, but I was desperate. They kept telling me that I'm easily replaceable and that I need to constantly earn my spot in the company. But despite the toxicity, I just ignored all of it and worked. I thought I was tough enough to take all of it, but now that I'm unemployed and been sending resumes non-stop for a few months with no callbacks, I'm starting to think that they were right about me. I had to move back to my dad's who I just found out has been drinking heavily. I wake up to him wasted and go to sleep knowing he is out somewhere filling his system with alcohol. I'm just so lost. I'm afraid I might start to feel numb and start thinking about irrational things. 

Adulting

Expect the worst in every situation so when it actually happens, you won't be that hurt. 

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