Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I feel really bad that why I have been treated like nothing and still I have been nice to them , even I have treated them that way still I didn’t go to their level, but still.i feel why I didn’t do that bcz it feels really sad when you have gone through so much still those people will be talking behind your back and making faces and say wrong things to people about you and they listen to and worst part is that you don’t have any friends also, but it’s ok you are ok with yourself…but still can’t able to forget that why I have gone through so much pain that you want to cry loud but no one understands