I feel odd. My cousin is going abroad for her music projects. She's my age, a month older. I'm not feeling what a loving cousin should feel. We're quite the same age, but no one loves me, while they gush over her. Am I wrong in feeling lonely and left out? I love writing, and get awards for it. But she's very popular and I'm nothing.
Am I being a bad cousin?

I think its completely fine to feel that way. And no you are not a bad cousin. I'm also in somewhat similar situation. All my cousins ignore me just because I'm a little younger than all of em and I feel left out all the time. Dont worry its fine to feel that way.


No honey. That's not at all wrong. You should also be appreciated and i am really proud of you for being this strong to tolerate people in your life who don't know your worth. Its all okay to feel like this. But just be patient with it. You know your worth right? Just focus on that you are here for yourself. Not anyone else. You have to appreciate yourself first. It's okay. If they dont. But here we are very much proud of you. And surely excited to read some of your writings. 

Lonely

I am in a down phase in my life learning so much , pushing myself hard breaking my limits. 

Life

Okay I'm curious, how did you find this app? 

YOLO

My boyfriend broke up with me, and said he going to get married as his family wish’s. But still not block me in any social platform or WhatsApp. Why he doing like this. 

Breakup

Surrounded by people,
yet too caught up in the thoughts of “what if in this moment i could stand with you instead”

I feel soo irritated working in a job that is not for me. I work as a receptionist in a school where ppl think i'm not educated and few of them not even respect me. Even though i am  qualified enough; i did MBA and Mcom, and also have experience of working in abroad. But due to unfortunate circumstances i lost my job, so i joined whatever i got fst. Im underpaid and overworking all the time, starring screens and doing useless stuff over Ms word and excel. I m receiving 70% less than what i was getting 2 yrs back. Dont know what to do. I'm confident enough to start over again but what i do demotivates me. Also i am scared of sticking at the same place for a longer time. 

Feeling drained

Mental Health

LETTERS I COULDN`T SEND TO THEM (PART1 )                                                               I dont know how but i love you and i hate you ,i need you and i`m better offf without you ,i miss you and i`m moving on ,i don`t know how to explain how all these thoughts are going on in my mind at the same time ,i don`t know if i want you back or not ,i don`t know what i`m missing ,i know it`s you but i don`t know if it`s your memories or you as a person ,it came as a shock to me when you left and i think i`m still in the denail stage cause from the very beggining you said you were never going anywhere ,you promised to stay forever and i believed you forgotting of the possibility  that they could be just empty words said by another new person to me .
I know you regret everything you did to me the last time we met and i could sense the guilt from your eyes while you could see the betrayal i felt from you through mine .I dont know if we`re good for each other or not but someone`s gotta know the answer right ? and since it was not me ,that means it must have been you and you left which means we weren`t good for each other ,then why do i think that maybe we could have been the gateaway to each others problems ,why did it hurt so much on saying goodbye that day ,why did we hug so tight that day like we were giving each other strenght for the oncoming vicious  days  ,why did it feel like we didn`t want each other to part ,like if it was in our hands we would run away ,from everything and everywhere in that one instant and just have each other ,and we both know we`ld be okay with just that ,with each other 
You`re that precious treasure those wise people advice to keep in your life for as long as possible hidden from the outside world cause you only find such people once and maybe i`m a fool to not have listened ,i was afraid to lose you ,i was insecure that you`ld find someone better and leave me ,i wanted to tell you how much you meant ,it only mattered to me what you thought of me ,i was jealous when you`ld name someone else a lot cause i thought soon i`ld be replaced by them ,i was scared that they would mean more to you than i mean to you , i was terefied of ever losing you cause you made me believe in myself and when you left i thought that maybe i really was nothing ,why did you had to make me the center of your life only to snatch that away from me and make me feel absolutely worthless and useless but still i wish sometimes that maybe it was more of the right person and wrong timing thing and someday we`ll meet again wwith the right timing and be the right people for each other 

I wish i could have told you all this the day we met for the last time ,i wish that we`ld meet again and i tell you this one day but till then i think i`ll just keep writing to remmember it for when the day comes 



Teenagers

I'm not feeling good I was having a great day but then my childhood trauma from my dad just popped up out of nowhere and I'm in school and trying not to cry because of how much it affected me and the death of my grandpa also came up I tired of everything I just want life to be better I don't know how much more I can take..... I try every day to keep pushing it's hard I don't know how much longer I can do this

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