Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I feel numb, I am irritated all day if someone calls my name, but want someone to just text me or call me and check up on me! I have been sleeping all day! The dream I thought was finally getting to its way has lost its track for the third time and I have lost all my courage for anything in life. Idk what to do or want anymore! I just feel like running away but don’t have the courage yet!