I feel lost in an empty dark room. sitting in one corner with a blank mind not knowing what to do or feel? I wish there was an escape from this. Not that it's the constant thought but when I'm in this zone I just feel numb and so low that my body feels heavy and restless.

Thank you.  Wish it was easier to divert our stupid mind, which keeps wondering and always wants to find and an answer for the big question "why". But Thank you so much 

Yes. Totally.  Thank you for the advice. It helps 😊

Mental Health

 hy.....strting somethng new frm today , lets see if i cn control myself and stick to it. i hugged myself and softly wispered that i love you and i kinda felt warm n my eyes turned wet. idk wat is it. just dont noe if i hav anyone in my life to say it to me.....i want to fell something,infact anythng....some sort of affection, some wanting, some belonginf....i was judging myself whn i felt warmth from my own voice and my own touch. is it wrong? or m i doing something whch shouldnt begin.  is it normal? i dont have any answer. i just knw that right now i have only darkness externally..... i do send love outside myself in hope of recieveing aatleast a part of it. but i end up being alone. i want to love eveyone who needs it /requires it......i noe its wrong to expect anyone to love me back but in reality u want to be loved back, to feel that warm touch, someone to ask if u r tired.may b i was not in love but a desperate relation with the world. 

Relationships

you make me feel nothing!!!!💔

Disorders

Everyday I'm pushing myself to do stuffs like doing my assignments going to the gym but honestly i don't even want to get out of my bed. Family who looks down on me. Friends all who left because i can't be happy and jolly like i use to be before. For others I'm just a arrogant person who thinks highly of herself but here I am who just want to be loved. I have been trying to reach out to people. Anyone. Since 2 years. I just can't. I can't even afford therapy or anything to get myself checked. I just don't want to live a life like this. With no meaning or purpose.

Lonely

I'm having a mental breakdown again... I don't know what to do anymore I'm so tired

Exhausted

Hey so I don't really know how this thing works but I wanna talk to someone cause I don't really have anyone I can talk to but, I honestly just feel so alone. like I have 2 amazing best friends but sometimes I just feel so out of it like I don't even know how to explain. A year ago I lost everyone of my friends that I had for 8 years so that led me to a depression and very bad anxiety. I almost had to go on to pills but im better thanks to my new two friends. I also became a lot more closer to God and I've very happy about. I think that has helped me a lot. Eating has become a bit of an issue with me.. umm sometimes I think starving my self is a better bet than having to eat and look worse than I do. (im sorry if you are going through this, it sucks and I hope it gets better) 

I want to scream loud... Very very loud... Wanna free my soul from these insane heartless people's cage... Wanna free my body my mind... Is there no way for me... oh god please have some mercy on me... Can't you see my tears, my broken pieces... Please set me free

Anxiety

Hey everyone! I'm a new user! I just found out abt this app! And I'm so glad because I'm so alone that I have absolutely no one to talk to! I have strict parents, annoying brother, no friends (I cut em off due to serious reasons). I'm going crazy, I feel so sad and depresses and low! I used to be this person who was loved by everyone, who was an inspiration to others, I loved myself, my family was proud, everyone wanted to be my friend, but now I'm this person who hates herself, has no friends, career pressure, alone and no one is real around me. 


I was a sucker for love. I used to believe love, hope and had immense faith in God but now I feel as if everything I ever believed in was a lie. I cant do what I want to. I was an extreme extrovert and a socialist but now I'm this lonely introvert. I'm so sos so alone that I don't even feel like talking to myself these days! So I was hoping if you guys had any suggestions, like literally anything. Self care isn't working and I'm clueless as to what I should do. 


Help me.! 



I don't get myself ..my head is spinning.budgets are killing me rent is due .no hope ..my house will be closed.mybhead has a million thoughts none is solved.. I can't express anything to anyone.i want to ask friends for help but I don't want to see the disappointment from them..it fucks with me

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