I feel like shit. It seems like no matter what I do I will always be the disappointment in the family. I try and try again to get the okay from my mom but it seems like she is never satisfied with what I do. She says that she loves me but that’s a load of crap, if you loved me you would be there for me through thick and thin. She treats me like garbage, I just wish she was someone that I could vent to without feeling judged.