I feel like people are starting to forget me as I start to forget myself.
My few friends aren’t seeming to matter anymore, my family, god bless them, don’t matter.
I go to talk and I get ignored or talked over.
I’m tired.
Real fuckin tired.
But they don’t know the tiredness of it all bc i put on a fake smile and be sure to let out a chuckle when everyone else does so
I don’t see myself ever returning to the happy go lucky girl i used to be
The girl I took for granted.
I feel it. I too get ignored alot. It just feels that what I feel doesn’t matter to anyone anymore. But I think I have learnt is be happy for yourself even if there is no one to share that feeling.
Fortunately, even though what you’re going through may feel unique to you, it actually isn’t-
“What has been is what will be,
And what has been done will be done again;
There is nothing new under the sun.” -Ecclesiastes 1:9
This means that if others have learned to overcome similar or even worse conditions, why can’t you?
“They that sow in tears shall reap in joy.” -Psalms 126:5
