i feel like my username umm okayish!! despite the fact i just had a fun couple of days, every hour i get this thought what if i die the very next moment, how will it affect the people around me. 🙂
I understand your feelings. But having these kind of thoughts May reinforce such negativity again n again. Try to pen it all down and then ponder over the consequences of such a thought process.
Keep your mental peace at top of everyone else