I feel like my life was wasted I broke up with my bf and two month later he in prisn he asked me to wait for him and I did 8 years later he got out and I moved two hours  away from my family   4 years after moving my life he asked me to marry him and our whole marriage was like we were room mates no sex no sleeping in the same room and now we are divorced and I'm stuck in a town that I know no one and I shut me self off from the world bc his charges was a sex offense  and he was on probation from 15 years  I feel like a fool and a dumb ass I just want to leave 

Did I say he moved two road away from me 

It just me no family and I own the houes 

No friends they all dropped me when I got with him 

Yes I'm safe  he not  Violent hes just a sex offender

3am Thoughts

Need to let go of the person I love so much because of religious differences, I know down the line it won’t work but it sucks because he is perfect 

Hi, I have been in a dilemma for a few days now. So I've been talking to this person online for a little over a year now. Everything is great, we facetime, call, etc so I know it's not a catfish. But for the past few days, I've been reflecting on all the things he says. Once he can be very sweet and tells me he likes me, that I could be a great wife to him or even mother. We used to call daily and talk for hours and we have also been intimate (over the phone then). On the other hand, he will say things like, I miss this girl, she was so hot. Or he will tell me he went on dates with someone and it was awesome. What the f*** is his deal ??? We aren't in a relationship so I feel like I'm not allowed to get mad about it and I have never told him it bothers me. I haven't really been replying to him so if anyone can give me advice. (Sorry if the text is a little chaotic). And the dilemma is if I'm allowed to get mad about it or if I'm just stupid and I should move on cause he clearly doesn't give a sh*t about me. 



Long Distance Relationship

Stuck between "I really wanna talk to him" and "I really wanna get over from him"

Confusion

I really feel angry and frustrated when a close friend of mine, whom I consider my bestie, ignores me for months, neither calls nor messages and then suddenly messages one day... we talk once or twice and he disappears again... this act literally leaves me empty and alone... and I feel it burdensome to talk to him at that time, I feel like I am just an option and am being used... I feel hard to laugh and genuinely smile at his texts or calls because of this act of his... we have fought multiple times over this, he apologized but continue doing the same thing... I am like, I know you are busy, but u can ping a message once a week.. telling me if you are alive or not.... I don't know, maybe I think of him as my bff but he doesn't...maybe I am expecting too much... it is just that I don't have many friends, I consider him my closest but I find myself hiding things from him and not telling my issues to him due to this nature of this- he just mocks, cracks jokes and disappears again... every time I think that this is our last talk and I won't talk with him again but this cycle repeats... I am genuinely confused and angry

Frustration

I found love in my PhD final year. Married, age gap, a taboo, i already knew all life that this is not a right thing. Tried to bring that couple together to come out of guilt but it made things more complicated as I continuously kept torching myself to act happy. Emotions took hold of me. So many ups and downs and so many new revelations, heartbreaks. It’s been 1.5 yrs and we’re good together. Never forced him to leave his family for me, can’t leave all at once when I know he’s changed himself for me, i’m just done giving and giving. Emotional connect is there. But that loneliness of nights and anxiety of them together kills me from inside. Trips, meditation anything doesn’t help and I’ve completely lost tract of my career and future. Overthinking for 1.5 yrs kills your brain completely. I just know nothing helped me to move on and I were never like this before. Don’t know how to bring my life on track and once again keep my career and family as the priority. 

Anxiety

I've always wanted to apologise to someone because I made a mistake. at that time we both liked each other but I never told him I did. we talked on and off and initially, it was always me starting the convos and he always gave one-word answers like yea or oh or oof. after a while our convo died. then we went on this trip thing together and hung out a lot more and started texting again. after a while, the convo seemed to run but for some reason, I started becoming disconnected. because of that, I think, we stopped talking. looking back on it, I really regret it because I can really see how much effort he put in then. I'd like to talk to him again as friends this time and also he went through something and I'd also like to know if he's okay. I don't know how to approach him and I feel he won't pay much attention and only say "it's okay" or something short when I apologise because he probably doesn't like me anymore and he wouldn't want to continue the convo with me knowing that i let it die last time. what do I do? 

Friends

Idk whether im thinking much!!
My Bf hasn't replied me he haven't texted me the whole day!!
I feel im being childish!!
But he has time for changing his display!!!
But not even texting me once!!
I feel bad!!

Lonely

My bf left me when I needed him the most and now he is back...I don't know what should I do coz I love him but the thought that he left me when i needed is coming continuously in my mind and for that i don't want to go back to him..so confused right now.what should I do? 

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