I feel like my life has always been controlled by someone else. I couldn’t select the graduation subjects that I was interested in because apparently it was not a degree with respect. I listened to everybody else all my life. I took up MBA because someone else said it will good. I don’t wanna study that. I’m unable to even score good marks in it. I had 3 backlogs in 1st year. I don’t know what to do? I was a topper back in school. I don’t know how I lost all that. I love English language, I wanted to do a literature degree but I couldn’t. I love writing but I was never encouraged to. I wanna write movies I wanna write scripts. I love hosting, talking, taking interviews, and talking to other people. My interest lies elsewhere. I can’t do anything. I already made my parents pay a lot of money for so many other courses which I tried to fit in and for the sake of job. I am right now looking for a job with this MBA score and backlogs. I am unable to crack one. I am taking up various courses trying to change my domain, trying to look for any job that I can do. I am unable to find one. I feel like a loser. I don’t wanna burden my parents anymore. I don’t know what to do in life. I am a loser and my family keeps reminding me of that unknowingly by asking various questions about my job searching situation. I need someone to talk to and share my thoughts.
Life is too short to live ot according to what others want… Yes its a risk and a boj jump vut if i was you i would start being honest with myself today… Love yourself these othee pwople have lived its your turn! Dont wake up 80 woth regrets… I deopped out… And my family was so disappointed but my mental health came first i am somewhere else in my life and wouldn’t change that decision!
It’s so sad that you’re having such a hard time right now. Fortunately, even though what you’re going through may feel unique to you, it actually isn’t-
“What has been is what will be,
And what has been done will be done again;
There is nothing new under the sun.” -Ecclesiastes 1:9
This means that if others have learned to overcome similar or even worse conditions, why can’t you?
“They that sow in tears shall reap in joy.” -Psalms 126:5
aprajita @aprajita09
As you have said your interest lies somewhere else then go for it …what you are waiting for.I know how difficult it would be for you but see thats the only way…the hard way.take up lit. Or journalism or whatever you interest.you can do thse courses by distance education programme and get a job to bear your expenses side by side.Do something man dnt let thoughts eat you up.Get up and do something about what is bothering you…thats the only way
