I feel like if i could hire people to beat me up because of the mistakes I made so i would feel better, cz I cant take it anymore.

Im trying so hard,.but  I couldn’t be in my desired place and its all my fault..i try so hard and tell myself that its time to move on now...but I know that i didnt respect my own  dreams and now im suffering.

Just try that for 10 mins then will feel peace surely ...

Yes please, try yoga! It helps me a lot everyday

Don’t be too hard on yourself, those things are past even tho they live rent free in your head. Just don’t me hard on yourself. 

Meditate ... That helps me a lot to pack  the hardest things happened to me and throw out of my mind. 

3am Thoughts

I feeling so frustrated. This might sound stupid but for me, it is not. BTS are releasing an album with 3 CD. 3rd CD has all the best songs, my favorite ones, the demo versions 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 
But they will not be available on Spotify but we will be on CD only. And I cannot buy the album since I don’t have that much mo ney and I can’t even tell my parents to buy it for me. Ughhhh, why!!! Why!!!

Conflict

Anyone up?
Just bored 🥱🥱 so u can empty your thoughts and also your confusions to me, I will give you suggestions on my point of view 
Also confessions are welcome too 

What’s your blessing in life?

Someone there?

how to ruin my day? By looking at the mirror. I miss loving myself. I miss being comfortable in my own skin. I love wearing makeup but lately it only make it worse. im quite social n i love meeting new people, but this pst year i cant talk to people even my own friends without feeling anxious. i cant stop comparing myself with anyone i met. I shouldn’t, ik, chubby is fine, ik, no one cares, ik. But i cant help it.
 
Going out doesn’t excite me anymore n i avoid meeting ppl as much as i can n i hate that. I don’t feel good in any clothes, n tbh i barely recognise myself these days. 

I cant eat smthg w o feeling guilty afterwards n i hate i cant enjoy delicious food anymore. I admit i deserve this weight ive been gaining this past year bcs of my eating habit but god did i try to control myself. i kept failing myself n im stuck in this circle where i eat clean, cal deficit etc n then i dont n then i felt guilty n repeat the process. It’s endless n idk what 2 do. 

Obesity

above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it 💌

Mindfulness

I feel like I'm lost although I've got so many things to do. I'm no longer interested in anything. My friends already left me. They don't even talk to me now. What am I supposed to do? 

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