I feel like if i could hire people to beat me up because of the mistakes I made so i would feel better, cz I cant take it anymore.

Im trying so hard,.but  I couldn’t be in my desired place and its all my fault..i try so hard and tell myself that its time to move on now...but I know that i didnt respect my own  dreams and now im suffering.

Just try that for 10 mins then will feel peace surely ...

Yes please, try yoga! It helps me a lot everyday

Don’t be too hard on yourself, those things are past even tho they live rent free in your head. Just don’t me hard on yourself. 

Meditate ... That helps me a lot to pack  the hardest things happened to me and throw out of my mind. 

3am Thoughts

11:58 to 12:58 
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Spending time with cousin is good but staying up all night and that too with cousin is the best 🤟🏻

Happy

Only you knows what you feel inside.

I really need a therapist. I've been been getting episodes of depression for 6 years now. Everytime I'm depressed, I realise I don't have enough money to go to one and when I get better I feel like I can handle it just to realise the same thing in next episode.
If you know any who can help me with it with low/no charges. That'd be a huge help. Thanks.

Depression

I really had high ambitions towards my career but it’s all just falling apart. Nothing is going the way I wanted it to. I’ve been trying so hard, but nothing is going right. I got a project in which I have no interest in since it doesn’t match my skill set and I’ve been waiting for so long to get into a project of my interest. Have been working sooo hard for that but still coz of my luck I got transferred to some totally different project. And the worst part is I can’t even come out of it. I’ve tried everything possible. It just hurts that even after trying so hard , we still don’t achieve things we like. It’s really sad. I so wish I could change any of this. 

Career

Is Canada PR a safe option or should I go on study visa..I Am 25years old female and about to get married and facing a lot of pressure by my family to move to abroad on studies but I have consult few agents n they're assuring pr hojayegi but fraud boht hai yhn...really confused and don't want to opt wrong option 

Immigration

I like a guy a lot and idk he feels the same way or not right now we are together we talk a lot have fun together, we even had sex . I used feel that he really cares about me through his actions but now I feel like he lost interest in us . So I talked about it, had a huge fight then got to know that he's trying to ignore me deliberately because he thinks he's getting really serious about and he knows someday we'll break up and that hurts so he doesn't want to go through that kinda hurt so he's trying to maintain a distance. I really want him so what should I do now 

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