I feel like I am falling apart. I get visions of failing all my exams and suicidal thoughts. And the people who are important to me feel I’m worthless too. It’s getting hard to even breath.
Shelly_Kutrapal... @sheldan_cooper
Why? What’s the problem?
I am having a hard time moving on. From my breakup, friends, and family stuff. (Nobody knows because I’m just pretending I’m fine and nobody can look through it that I’m clearly not.) And I found something after a long time that made me happy but I am strictly told that it’s not happening. So it just overwhelmed me.
That I’m not actually (physically) trying to kill myself. Yet.
Shelly_Kutrapal... @sheldan_cooper
Can you DM me? Let’s look into the problem together
There’s no solution that I haven’t tried.
There is, waqt do kuch hone me. Itni jaldi haar maan li? Yaar atleast you have courage of not killing yourself, leverage it gather courage from it.
I’m so tired of making people understand my point right now that I can just let myself fail easily after being an all-time very good scorer.
Struggle toh hai bhai mere bhi kuch same experience s hain but khud ke liye time nikalo Thora jruri nai ki cheezein sahi ho bs Thora time lo bhai
Bhai sab dead end hai. Kya hii krlungii aur mai? Koii sun hii nhii rha na. Sab ade hue hai khudki chlane me.
Aap Aram se batao problem kya hai maine bhi Suicide try Kiya hai mai help Krna chah rha hu aapki jldbaazi mein koi decision na lo
I’m not going to do it anytime soon. Mai kar chuki hu and mujhe nhii krna vapas. But ye recurring thoughts khtm hii nhii horhe. My head is exploding. Bed se utha nhii jarha even.
Kya preshan kr rha hai aapke thought mein agr aap mind na kro toh…
Mai jo chiz dekhti hu usko dekh ke yhii thoughts aate hai kii how can I hurt myself with this.
Mai bhi uss phase mein rha hu aur samjhta hu jb cheeze aapke hisab se na chle but kya hai na hr phase ka end hota hai aur uska sbse bada key hai patience janta hu asan hai bolne mein but isliye wo hai bhi itni powerfu patience rkho chota chota step lo aap
Mujhe nhii pta ab kaise.
Calm kya aisa thought hai jo aapko shaant rkh skta hai abhi aapki priority problem deal krne se pehle hai shaant rkhna khud ko toh pehle ye Krna hoga
Pta nahi. It’s been a lot of months that I have anxiety, panic attacks, internal tremors and breathing difficulty.
Aapne kisi doctor ko dikhlaya
Nhii
Aur aapne Aisa kyu kiya
Doctor ko kyu nai dikhlana chahte aap
Sab bss bolte hii hai ye karlo vo krlo. Merii position kisiko smjh nhii aarhii. Ek brr try kra tha maine to talk to a psychologist. No result!
Mai samjhta hu aapko yahi laga na ki Mai aapke place or nai hu toh kaise smjhunga psychologist ke paas gyi aur tb bhi no result but effort Diya toh kaisa Diya ek hota ha mi thik hai effort de rha hu aur ek hai ki mereko pata hai effort dunga but kuch nai hoga lekin sahi way mein effort lagana matter krta hai
Mai genuinely gyii thii maine kaafi baar try bhii kra. Ab it’s very tiring.
Thora time doo aap sahi toh hoga aur Thora confidence rkho janta hu muskil hai but bs kuch time ki baat hai sb hoga bs Thora patience rkho aap sahi hoga sb
Ek baat toh hai tiring ho jata lekin change kro aap apne andar bhi Thora himmat dikhao kuch change laane se aapko ek result aayega best ya wonderful toh nai but itna ki aap Thora satisfy feel kroge
Good start, even Nature doesn’t want you to waste your life. You’re doing better you’ll do more better
I don’t know how 😩
