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I feel like I always do today. I spend years thinking I don’t have the friends I’ve always wanted. I’m too withdrawn. I can’t be as funny as everyone wants me to be. I’m trying to look good. Even if I don’t have friends in real life, I want to show everyone that I have online friends. But we all know that’s not the real friend. I’m just kidding myself. All I want is someone to hug me the moment I cry. Is that too much to want? But what upsets me the most is that people who say they’re my friends only take advantage of me. Just smile at me for help. I get mad at myself because I don’t know people. I’m so greedy now, I can accept whoever wants to be friends with me. They say when something happens, it’s okay, it’ll be fine soon. But my heart really hurts. I don’t think I’m going to feel good sharing this or make friends. All I wanted to do was relax. Thank you if you’ve listened to me this far.

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Hey, I don’t know whatever i am going to say matters to you…but always love yourself first whatever the situation is never hate yourself for sake of other’s… there are lots of fake people around us that doesn’t mean that no one is good enough… everything take proper time…maybe it’s your time to start loving yourself maybe afterwards you will be your best friend🥰


Sometimes I met people who thought they really helped me feel good. I thought my life was changing now. But in a short time everything turned into a dark room as before. So I don’t think I’ll have a friend who really cares about me anymore. A loser is always a loser.

No one is loser first of all and the thing is Here that you are really wanting someone to depend on… don’t do that Buddy…you have to love yourself first just see your smiling face in front of mirror…just think that you have to love that person who is smiling when you are smiling which is you❤️

Sometimes people around us are just like time… time Changes people Change too…