I feel like I always do today. I spend years thinking I donāt have the friends Iāve always wanted. Iām too withdrawn. I canāt be as funny as everyone wants me to be. Iām trying to look good. Even if I donāt have friends in real life, I want to show everyone that I have online friends. But we all know thatās not the real friend. Iām just kidding myself. All I want is someone to hug me the moment I cry. Is that too much to want? But what upsets me the most is that people who say theyāre my friends only take advantage of me. Just smile at me for help. I get mad at myself because I donāt know people. Iām so greedy now, I can accept whoever wants to be friends with me. They say when something happens, itās okay, itāll be fine soon. But my heart really hurts. I donāt think Iām going to feel good sharing this or make friends. All I wanted to do was relax. Thank you if youāve listened to me this far.
Hey, I donāt know whatever i am going to say matters to youā¦but always love yourself first whatever the situation is never hate yourself for sake of otherāsā¦ there are lots of fake people around us that doesnāt mean that no one is good enoughā¦ everything take proper timeā¦maybe itās your time to start loving yourself maybe afterwards you will be your best friendš„°
Sometimes I met people who thought they really helped me feel good. I thought my life was changing now. But in a short time everything turned into a dark room as before. So I donāt think Iāll have a friend who really cares about me anymore. A loser is always a loser.
Aarti @aas
No one is loser first of all and the thing is Here that you are really wanting someone to depend onā¦ donāt do that Buddyā¦you have to love yourself first just see your smiling face in front of mirrorā¦just think that you have to love that person who is smiling when you are smiling which is youā¤ļø
Aarti @aas
Sometimes people around us are just like timeā¦ time Changes people Change tooā¦