Dao @itsmedao
I feel like anything productive triggers my anxiety or depression. I don’t see how I could possible have ajob or a family. I don’t really know why I have been trying so hard I do not see a future. When it involves me can’t see romance or success. once I’m in the mix it just doesn’t seem fun anymore. I wanted to be a voice actor but the thought of it seems like torture but any thought of me being alive in the future is torture. Any work at all just seems… no feels pointless. I want to be my own person but I just don’t know how to do that. I feel trapped in my own body stuck with this brain thats toturing me. I just want to feel like myself again. I feel like I’m suffocating in this world. I can not see myself enjoying life again. Nothing feels permeant especially happiness. The only time I feel like I love life is when I get sucked into a good show. Everytime I see my parents I feel panicked and shameful. I’m not doing enough, they are going to ask more of me. I don’t feel like I have a safe place anymore. I have nobody to talk to. I can’t express myself anywhere anymore my parents don’t feel like a safe place to express myself. It turns into “I’m not doing enough!?” I can’t ask more of them but I need more.
its me @itsme097
Hey, you. You Lionheart!
I know it’s difficult to see what lies at the other end of this but I am sure there are great things that await you.
Precisely because you are suffering, you must experience happiness anew.
Please sit with these thoughts. Talking to a professional or someone you trust should help.
Sometimes we are so deep sucked into our shell of suffering that we cannot see things for what they are.
Please don’t fight this battle alone. Take support. There is nothing shameful about it.
I believe in you. Your future prospects are as promising as ever. Please don’t be discouraged and don’t give in to this feeling.
There is so much that awaits you!
