I feel i’m losing my friends. They are disappointed in me since i don’t spent time with them. As a girl i’m always awkward with boys. It all started when my girl friends started hanging out with guys in campus. They are all wonderful guys , one of my friend’s boyfriend and his friends. They together make a nice gang.
My friends want me to hangout with them , apparently those guys heard a lot about me from my friends but never met me as i always give excuses and remain at room.
I know i’m belittling myself. I been thinking i’m not smart and beautiful like my friends. It must be a nuisance to those guys , my presence. I do wanna let go my inferiority complex and wanna experience fun and warm friendship. But i always shut my self.