I feel im dead im tormented in hell…i have a goodlofe in others point of view…i habe. A gf…friends at gym, for walks…,at cllg…my cousins r cool…i gout when i can nd enjoy…but actually…my life is this way
Im a failure same class as my gf but faild nd got a yr back nd struggling…she s gonna finsih soon…she calld me out my parents dont let me…my cousins go on trip my parents dont let me frnds also same…i m out nw… everyone has their own plans…gf ss…with her frnds…cousin r on their trip…im all alone walking a fckng street…i was fat kid …bcm thin…wrk out hard …since exams were there i skippd few weeks im gaining more weight… Parents say i look humongous nd scary…guys hot on my gf regularly (shes loyal) but shes successful feels like im holding back… I was hlp others whenever…they needed … But end of day like this day im all alone…if this isnt hell wtf is it…
Currently decided to tc of me fgr my life domt care anymore fr others (except gf…shes my bst friend been with me frm all wrst tyms…hlpd me back frm depression…but i can share this with her as she too has a lofe …nd i dont waana be the burden)…
Fyi …ididnty ending but faild 3 tyms… Im heartless ryt nw actually. No emotions idk wat im saying just wantd to put it out thank u who evere reads… If u understood suggest wat do i do always helpful i suppose…take care all lifes a bitch try to survive…
Adios
My life is even worsen than you… atleast you had a gf…but bcoz of my studies i isolated myself from getting in to any relationship or have a friend bcoz then they will be a distraction…but guess what I’m still a failure
It ok bro… A yr mr…i feel once u into job u can make tym meet ppl…ryt nw im fyn with gym frnds they call me up fr partys nd weekends so alls good
