I feel I am not good enough
I put on a vry happy and jolly face in front of ppl and they think m soo cool
Honestly
I doubt my every step i fear what if they cancel me and it took me a lot of efforts to act like i am confident they don’t kw i had to struggle to create such an image
Sometimes you just don’t want to put a happy face. A cool face just to fit some people’s perception of you. You’re definitely cool. I take your word for it. But its not possible to do that all the time. You keep things inside you saving a blast then its likely going to be a much bigger explosion. So just be the way you feel. Its alright. You don’t have to smile. You don’t have to be loud. You don’t have to be funny. You do all that because you can. Not because its your job. Its your feelings that needs to expressed. Its your call when you want it to express. Things have changed a lot in two years. People are more respectful of your feelings. They are better at empathy. So not being in the mood won’t be such a bad thing. In case you fear that you’d be replaced that’s a different thing.
Thank you
Cleared a lot what was going on my mind
Yeah I should be the way in want i shouldn’t force myslf to put a smile.
Thank you soo much it did help
