I feel horrible, Is it bad that im jealous of the time that people spend with him? or how other girls get him to laugh…
I tell him to hangout with his friends because im scared that if i dont let him have some time with them, he’ll leave and find a girl who doesn’t take all his time. I really do love him but im afraid, Even though he reassures me, i feel like im not good enough for someone like him… i feel like one day he’ll leave because i want to spend every second with him… i push him away so he can have his freedom… and i dont know if thats a good thing. I dont want to be clingy, but i am. Love is so hard in this world, Especially when you cant see them face to face. When you cant feel their touch upon your skin, when you need them the most and all you can do is hug the screen. I want him, and i guess i could say i need him. I wish i didnt put it into words like that but its the only way i can really explain it. I just wish he wasnt 1,000 miles away… Im scared that one day he’ll be gone because i love him.
wow, it seems i like i wrote this text. like seriously i am in the same situation. Its like even if we don’t have anything to talk about i want her to just be on call with me. I feel jealous when she spends time with anyone else. But yea even i let her go cause i dont want her to get bored of me and leave me.
