I feel empty and lost somehow. I don't know what I'm feeling actually. I often experience numbness in thyself.
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March, 2, 22
Jealousy 

I think the reason I pushed you away was because of jealousy. I couldn’t stand watching you have something I didn’t have so I would get mad or push you down to be on my level. I never realize how cruel I was until now, until the pain started affecting me every day. Believe it or not I re think my choices everyday because of what I did to you. I was person who didn’t know any better and wish I did.

Jealous

I have my younger sister who is extremely jealous of me.Episodes with her has given me anxiety. Can't wait to move out of this house.

Can anyone please tell me how to start a conversation ? I’m not so good at it 😅

Friends

friends, of course, the thing we all think we need to have, but in my opinion, we do not. friends are just something that are not real, no one will actually care about you, it has just always been a thing that people need attention from someone and then starts talking to someone and then they become friends, thinking that they can open up about every single thing and that people actually care, but they do not. no one does. Im not saying this in a sad way, but that is actually true, we are humans, and we will always care about us the most, we will lie to ourselves about being interested in someones live without actually caring, but they will only do it because they think that their friends actually care about them, and that is the friend circle. we are selfish creatures, we only want what is good for us selfs, and sometimes I think that making other people satisfied can make you happy, but you still do it because it makes you happy to, you would not do it if it did not make a good effect on you? right?

Hey what's up will be  irrelevant qstn here...how about a virtual coffee date with everyone ☕?

What would you do if you get special power or a wish which becomes true? getting a hot gf,huh??😅😅😅

Adulting

Day 114 of writing journal entries.

I’m in California right now, we’re on vacation going to Disneyland. I should be happier than I am, and don’t get me wrong, I’m excited! But… I just don’t feel right, I’m upset with my family. I’ll try to enjoy my time here as best as I can.

Hope you’re doing well anon.

Personal Growth

Feels like my lyf is in a loop...preparation for the competitive exams really sucks..tht to which comes once in a year Even juniors are getting placed now... and i m finding myself at the same point even aftr two years of graduation. 
Munna bhaiya said correct " Aadmi na kabhi kabhi bahut majbur ho jata hai, chahkr bhi kuch kr nhi pata hai, koi nhi samjh skta'

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