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@hopeiscoming23

I feel delusional. I am thinking of a lot of things I’m gonna have very soon and delusions turn into reality, at least that’s what I believe in!
I really want to get out of the place and start living my life, I need to explore the world. The covid situations sadden me a lot. A lot of my knowns have been taken away because of covid but I’m grateful for what I have! Everyday is a new learning process and I love it however, I want to take a break from everything that’s been going on! I am thinking of starting my own page tomorrow on Instagram, I’m very excited!
There’s this guy, I think I love him which is weird but then I’m very happy around him and then there’s this sense of insecurity, a lesser version of insecurity of losing him to someone better which I know is not me and its silly and that’s why I’m just letting it out here and then I feel like I should study but I just can’t sit in one place. I can’t believe I’ll be 17 next month. I’ve been doing things but I wanna amplify myself now, I wanna travel,explore, give my page a big ass boom and I will, I’m very sure of that. Anyway, I hope you’re doing okay! Let’s talk?

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Shalin Gupta @shalin99

Wow i like it how you wrote your post in a such a beautiful manner.
You’re scared of loosing that giy it’s okay that means you’re somewhat serious for him i find that cute.
Now please also notify me about your new insta page I’ll give you as much support i can.
Ps. You’re a good soul, be like that way.

@hopeiscoming23

Oh my god, hi! I feel so positive after reading your message. The name of the page will be encephalon_
It’ll be up in day or two! I’ll see you around! Please take care!

Shalin Gupta @shalin99

I’m glad by hearing that. I’ll be waiting for your page.
And also please take care of yourself too.

@hopeiscoming23

You too, I hope you’re very satisfied and happy!

@yashsaraf

hey it’s great that you look forward to things and are hopeful about the future and i am glad even in this pandemic you are able to stay positive and trying new things

I hope the new instagram page is a success and moves ahead in a way you want.

@hopeiscoming23

Hey, it’s so good to hear from you. I hope you’re doing okay! And yes, thankyou so much!

@yashsaraf

i am not doing great xD , but i guess will soon feel better and cheerful again :')

also its okay to feel insecure about losing him, it shows that how you love him because you are scared of losing him to someone but it will all work out if you guys keep the communication open and try to become better for each other so that you don’t have to find someone better

@hopeiscoming23

Hey Yash, I hope you find the process of moving on from a breakup interesting, you know what, do skincare! I mean that might sound silly but then it really helps, it’s helped a person like me and breakups, they keep happening and they will keep on happening until you and your partner decide to settle for each other. It’s the story that’ll come later. If you’re a teen, buddy, your life has just started, like mine! Let’s live it?

@yashsaraf

i am past teen life and have to look forward to make my career 😭

@hopeiscoming23

Awh, you will! It’s okay to be like this. Honestly, I love the fact that you’re dealing with this right now because that’s strengthening your mind in a way you’ll realise after months and then you’ll be so powerful and you’ll look back and you’ll realise that you’ve learnt so much! Also, it’s okay to have breakups and they always teach you!

@yashsaraf

damn you are so positive and understand these things better than me even though you are younger but yet so mature😭

@hopeiscoming23

Ah, you’ll get a hang of it!

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Anonymous

Hey, are you confusing being delusional with manifesting?

@hopeiscoming23

Actually, not! I’m pretty clear with delusions, reality, the law of attraction and manifestation!

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Anonymous

Okay, what do you mean when you say “I am thinking of a lot of things I’m gonna have very soon and delusions turn into reality” ?

@hopeiscoming23

I believe in the fact that when you imagine what you want, when you move into the world of delusions, you’re giving a certain energy to it, the good energies, the love for the things you want and eventually you give the power to the supreme, the universe to send it to you! That’s the law of attraction for me, you attract what you really want, be it love or hate!

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Anonymous

You know, theres a lot of correlation and overlap between law of attraction, delusions and manifestation. Maybe you should try and manifest your way to become one of the best instagram pages you can think of ;)

@hopeiscoming23

Hah, yes, on it sir/ma’am! Been manifesting since a few days now. Also, I’m trying to read this book, the power. I’m not much of a reader but I aim at finishing this one soon!

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Anonymous

Its sir haha. Just by the way, i started manifesting for my future startup too, i know it ll work out well :). Im reading the book, psychology of Money this week and i find pointers on manifestation there as well, not a lot but i do and being from a family of dreamers help too :). Best wishes for your new page! Godspeed

@hopeiscoming23

That is so amazing! All the best, I hope you rise and shine everyday! Family of dreamers, intriguing!

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Anonymous

Yeah! Lucky to have such people around. Especially my grandfather he failed for 5to 6 times and got back up and suceeded the 7th time, he could have given up each and everytime but he didnt and his grit and hope and manifestation is what I really admire.

@hopeiscoming23

That’s so inspiring, this is beautiful!

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Anonymous

It is! He got contracted with some very unconventional retina disease and slowly lost his eyesight in the last 15 years, he’s lost 95 percent of eye sight as of today, still, im pretty confident when I say, his mental health is in a much better condition than mine and im sure than a lot of us in general.

@hopeiscoming23

Oh yes I really hope he’s okay!

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