I feel completely lost and I feel like a loser... everything was going fine and one night everything changed...I didn't expect that this was coming....uff I trusted him so much and atlast I was the one who has lost many things...now I can't forget him and move one...but he is happy! He always comes to my mind...trust me guys I have trusted him like an idiot and now I wanna overcome him which I can't...and I feel so lonely...just need a person to listen to me.... And the old memories are just hitting me so much lately....

I really want some people to hear me...I seriously can't even trust my friends and share things...cuz they are the one who are talking shit behind me

I'm new here...I actually wanna make friends hereafter!

Yeah I know ur situation I replied to your message...I'm the one who typed big paragraph in your comment!

Yeah bro I'm trying hard...it's just that I still can't accept the fact that even after trying so hard to make him happy...finally I'm the one who is suffering🙃

Absolutely I even used to stay up late for him and now I lost my sleep completely for him...🙃feels like I have no one now...sharing wid my friends is like a nightmare cuz I here shitty rumours of me which my own friends spreaded...🙃💔


Same thing is going on with me! She cheated on me and now she have new bf  and i am still unable to move on please help me here!

You just need time......be patient time will heal you <3 

Memories

I didn't wanted to come in relationship I was single more than 2years... There are so many guys who wanted to be with me but I didn't feel and I was afraid that they will cheat ... Though I never fell in love before relationships were casual and was kinda infatuation to me and also didn't last long not more than few months.. my friends cheated on me, I got cheated alot, so I'm unable to trust anyone... But this guy whom I met 3months back, convinced me so much to be with him, he promised that he will never stress me mentally and will be with me in every situation but now he hurts me always.. remains busy never asks me how am I, even if I'm sad and try to say something he says I'm toxic and I always fight 😔 I'm so broken already I have a lot of problems in my own life 😓😔

Lonely

so umm its about relationship and all
ive been in long distance since an year or more 
and im in 12th (upcoming) now and my clgs gonna open in next 5 days and they doesnt allow us to bring the mobile or any other electronics idk im just so nervous doing this and i probably will miss him so much. 
and idts my health and studies gonna be fit in 
iam an medical upcoming student like iam preparing fir my neet 
i dont know iam just so nervous and unhappy

Long Distance Relationship

seeking advice on a long term relationship. 

ive been with this guy for many years. when i love, i love hard, i put my all into it. Its def a fact that i have been putting way more effort into our relationship than he ever had. but recently i have moved states to start a new journey with this guy, im about a year into living with them and things dont really feel how they used to feel. No, i have not lost feelings but i just feel like he mentally destroys me me more than loves me anymore.  i have loved this guy for the longest and have done everything in my power to make things work in the past and now that we live together i feel like im finally seeing the clear version of him that i always denied. I feel like im more sad and angry with him ore than i feel loved. ive been thinking about moving back home to work on myself and focus more on college but im just stuck on what i should do. 

Love

Hey guys! I'm doing this anonymously. Well, I don't know where exactly to start. But my life is a pretty much big mess. I'm stuck. Stuck between my thoughts. I'm an only child to my parents and I don't have any siblings. So, that pretty much leaves me alone. And trust me, my parents aren't best buddies either. They are soon to be divorced.
I started dating this guy for over 10 months and I just broke up with him. In the beginning...everything went well. He tried giving some damn to our relationship. He worked up. Of course, we had ups and downs during our relationship. But as the days went by... I soon realized it was toxic. He got very mad and pissed off if any guy texted me...whether it be my long school buddies or my collegemates. Nope, guys don't text me to flirt with me. And I can sense if someone approaches me with that kind of intention and I myself would know to maintain distance. But, here no one actually flirted with me. Guys text me asking doubts regarding subjects or sometimes project work if we had to work in groups.  Yeah, so he got really mad at me and started fighting a lot when someone texted me. Well, to tell something about me...I'm a very genuine and kind-hearted person. I don't play with people's emotions. I respect people as they are and I let them be them when they are with me. I don't expect them to adjust or change themselves for me. Whoever it may be. But this guy over here controls me in every aspect. To whom I speak, what I do all day long..and much more. He stays on a call with me most of the time day and night. He doesn't like me spending my time with my family or friends. He forces me to do things. Sometimes, when I open up to him to tell him how he hurts me, he says he doesn't care. And there are emotional abuses too. He verbally abuses me most of the times when we fought. He makes me feel as if I don't deserve anything and to be treated like shit. And at the same time, he says I cause all the trouble and mess it up between us. But the true fact, no one has ever told me such things. I have a small friend circle, and they love me so much. My parents, though things don't work between them, individually, they love me so much. But he makes me feel so worthless and every time we fight, he brings up things knowingly which could or would hurt me. He doesn't give me a promising future either. 

Now, I broke up with him. I have way too much stress. I have way too many mental health issues. I just don't know if what I did was correct or not. I'm hurt but I also don't want to be with him. It gives me nightmares. And my parents, they are happy that I broke up. They never really liked him whenever I brought him home for lunch or dinner. Could someone give me some reassurance? Or any advice? What should I do, if he keeps coming back telling me he will take care of me very well? 

Emotional Abuse

I am feeling like I’m nothing, we had so much potential to be something great but he cheated on me and acted like I’m nothing and he didn’t explain to me why he would break up with me i had to find about it by myself later

3am Thoughts

I have 1 close friend, we know we like each other (But he doesnt confess to me yet bcs he is currently overseas). he treats me not like what guys usually do to me. other guys will watch their language when talk to me, like more soft and sweet, other guys will give compliment how pretty i am bla bla something like that. But he didnt. he never tries to make his words sweet, he talks to me as if he thinks i'm a boy. And he often roast me. there was one time when we were chatting, I mispronounced a word in English (wrong emphasis). he roasted me he said "haha you mispronounced that word". Idk,, I get hurt sometimes. he only has one female friend, that is me. actually he considers me a friend or crush or whatt🥲

Crush

So, continuing on the story of my exes. A lil insight for the same- so, exsady is the one who convinced me into the hookup, i mean I didn’t wanna do it, but he kinda talked me into it. Also, he constantly claims that he loves me. So i give in sometimes, also, the emo availability that i get from him helps me w my mental state rn. But maybe i like, i mean i do like him a lil. So, this is the story of why i hooked up w my double ex lol. 
Nonetheless, i miss my extacy, but not like i wanna get back together miss, just miss the memories wala miss. 
But the good thing is, i am going much better than what my last post, so grateful for that.


Anxiety

So he blocked me bcz we r in long distance relationship due to this lockdown and it’s not possible for me to see him now but he refused to talk until we meet again , I hv just failed to convince him to continue, I mean our relationship is on hold till v met ,  this is really frustrating, don’t know what to do , I can’t live without him but it is impossible for me to see him bcz of my family problems ,  the worst part of our relationship was indulging in some sort of physical activities, just bcz of those mistakes m afraid of loosing him , now I really don’t know what to do 


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