I feel as if i am drowning, lost at sea. I feel this way constantly and non-stop. I just need someone to talk to. 

I would like to talk with you a while 😊

I haven't been feeling myself lately. I have been losing so much sleep and weight. I have no idea what to do. 

Family, friends, loss, stress, work, and overthinking

What has caused you to lead up to this point miss?

You must take a break and go out in nature or do something that you enjoy, clear your head. Let them all know this, you need a break.

Stress

I'm sad- I'm so confused on what's going on- why am I called a fury because I'm bi..? Why do people hate me so much..? Why do I have to be so different and insecure and why do I have an F in every class and my whole class just gets straight A's-

Failure

Hi, lately I dont feel like myself anymore. Me, as a person, loves to know people more, understand them more. Lately, I realised people who matter to me, have a really bad image of me in their minds. I, as a person, when gets hurt, have a tendency to get angry real quick. But I always thought and I still think, there is more to me than anger issues. I am always there for my people when they need me. I cannot have an stagnant image/opinion about anyone near me, as I mentioned earlier, I just like to get to know people more and more. So hearing negative opinions about me, affects me a lot. Lately, I have received them so much, I keep wondering what is the purpose of my life or is there anything good left in me ? The people I talk to, they just keep telling me, change yourself, don't do this, don't do that, but to be really honest, I am very tired. Over the past year, I got out of a 4 year old relationship and also distanced myself from 3 major friendships(they had turned toxic) I had in my life. I really don't know what to do.

I want everything to stop. It’s been enough. I can’t take it anymore. I want to scream but not wanting to scare people. 

Anxiety

Will things get better?

I really want to end it all 😍

I wake up every morning and I feel good about myself for 2 Seconds. And then we are back to square one. Hating myself, judging how behind I am on schedule, how I should do productive stuff even while pooing and what not. It's really hard not to dissociate and be happy. 
There are couple of possible explanations why I feel this way - 
- I have a lots to do and major exams are coming up and 
- my crush is seeing someone else so I am heartbroken
- my close friend is seeing my sister, because I quote him "I got to know her real self and fell automatically" like wtf, what about me then? 
- I am scoring very low on my exams despite putting in efforts 
- I doubt myself now more than ever 
I feel so lost and alone 

3am Thoughts

Feeling depressed. Just seems like no one understands me when I try to convey myself to others. It's all I keep hearing, " you don't make sense" my mother tells me all the time ...even here it seems my words are lost on others. I just honestly feel like a waste. I shouldn't even be here. Not in an attention seeking way ..but like deep- heartedly. It just seems like there's something wrong with me. I really have a hard time connecting to people. And I  always come across people who without even knowing me great me like shit like it was meant to be..like I wasn't meant to be part of anything or connect to anyone... I'm jobless right now and I don't even feel like trying to look because I feel like there's no point...I keep getting fired from places because they don't want me there ... I try to act like I care about myself but really I don't  know what about me people just hate from first glance.. I already hate myself..my flaws..my scars. Still try to do what I have to do .I wish I had a friend or some significant other but never feel good enough for any of those things . Just like my mother said you're gonna be alone....

Depression

I feel likei have missed out so much.. im in my mid 20s but have no friends or a social circle. I rarely go out. I feel so lonely i feel like life is always going to suck all my life

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