I fall in love with someone But she don't have any kind of feeling for me and she is ignoring me too i don't know what to do 🙁

is there any possibility that if i wait for her and be in her contact is there any chance for me?

Bro i got feelings after 4 years for someone And i can't lose it 

Just a month ago and first time i meet her just about 8 days before, she is friend of my friend I don't know how to get her attention We talk but not good conversation ,she ignores me she don't want any relationship right now I want her attention 

I want her i don't know how to attract her i am serious relationship guy i don't do casual relationship 

for me she is pretty and beautiful yeah maybe lot of guys like her 

Go check on internet how asthetic physic look

i dont know how to love her. I've never been with anyone before this so obviously i dont know how to love in the first place. She's had 4 boyfriends before me. and i feel this pressure to be better than all of them. i constantly question myself, am i doing enough, will she leave me, will she cheat on me because of this. its a sinking feeling. it bottles me up and i end up expressing even less, i cant talk openly about how i feel with her because i know she'll judge ne. like im not someone who makes big gesatures. she once told me her second boyfriend booked surprise tickets to thailand. that too one month into their relationship. she says thats how you express love. and so i dont know how to love.  i cant even afford such things. what do i do. the max ive done is give her flowers or chocolates but i know its not enough in her head and that she'll think i dont love her enough or that im not worthy of being with her. i know this seems so superficial and i shouldnt be affected by this but idk why i still do. maybe because secretly even i would want to be treated with expensive present and it also kinda shows that you're willing to spend something valuable to you personally for someone. idk it's conflicting. i still want to be with her, dont wanna lose someone i have, id rather be sad and together than depressed and lonely, so i put up with it, does that make sense? idk it is what it is 

Love

Fell for someone I shouldn't have, ah mess everything up. I'm such a mess, wish could take things back to normal. I miss her so much

3am Thoughts

i need emotional support and healthy suggest too i dk how to deal  and where to get though i mean someone had a crush on me but now it's too late for me make up this stuff and now every time i feel regret bcz its my fault she tried to express her feeling i really want to accept the proposal thou bcz its my first time someone say this stuff from thier heart but i have some reason which i can't now regret kills from inside its feels like i cheat someone else feelings and i don't think deserve someone for several years and regret will kill me from the inside till the end of my day i am not kidding i swear .

College

So lockdown has been pretty hard on all of us and I pray to god everyday to help people in this and also doing my bit for the community . 

In this time my ex , who fucked my mental health pretty bad , it was barely an relationship but I was completely in love with her , and she threw me out jaise we throw out ants from our sugar .she dated 3 4 guys and the last guy she dated was a married man who was just taking advantage of her . During that time she started talking with me and I wanted to tell her that she is getting played and the married guy is only using her (we both have lot of common friends and we are all in small company so small world ) but I thought it's better if I stop talking all together and that's what I did .j switched company and now in a  better place both mentally and financially still single and though .We broke up in 2017 and later in 2019 she texts me again saying sorry for all the things she did to me and apologizing for that. Ever since then we talk for a while , take a long pause then again for a while then a big gap . Now agin in 2021 Jan , one night she texts me saying she is sorry and wanted to apologize for all she did .so we talked again .The married guy used her and then broke up with her and she has been played bad she said. We are talking but not like close friends or something . It's more of meme sharing on insta .
The problem is I still like her , taking to her for me is easy , I feel comfortable ,I am super attracted to her , maybe I still love her a bit but I DO NOT TRUST HER , NOT EVEN 0.001% . This pandemic and struggle to get ahead in life has made me lonely and distant from people but I feel good when I talk to her . I do not know whether I should continue or stop talking to her .
Any advice on this ??



So i liked a girl and it was a lil tough in the start to get her and win her i faced so many problems like she was some anger issue she used to ghost me and all and thought i m not good for her but now its all good and i asked her when i feel that we are something like gf and bf so i asked to confirm are we gf &bf so she blushed and said wait till the school end then we will be free and then we can be anything we can spend time anyhow we want so i wanna ask what might she be thinking and what are your opinion on this is it a good news for the future i m hoping like everything is really good and some times I don’t believe like how can all this can be this good but there is still so much to accomplish ik there is some good in this too so 

Life

Hi. I am struggling here and hanging on by a thread. My ex-girlfriend doesn't want anything to do with me. Maybe I am not thinking clearly, but I genuinely don't want to live in this world without her beautiful brown eyes greeting me every morning. We planned our wedding and picked the engagement ring. She was my love.The break-up happened months ago, but I think I am just processing that she isn't coming back. I feel like a load of bricks and mortar has fallen on my chest. Even though the sun is shining, all I see is darkness. I am so alone due to my two friends having their own families. I am stuck in the same routine for months of working, then sleeping. My apartment is full of garbage and dirty clothes. I look and feel like absolute shit. I've decided that I might be better off checking out of this reality. The only problem is I don't want to suffer physical pain. Maybe I am scared, I am not sure. I formed an unhealthy attachment. Tarot readings say she will return. I don't know what to do anymore. Please help me. 

Suicidal Ideation

I feel liek me and my gf are falling apart, we met at school then went on from there. She had to move so me and her have different time zones now. Its hard because she is 5 hours behind me and i normally stay up to 12 - 1 am just to talk to her. I love her, but the time zone isnt working. IM tired and cant keep staying up for her. Its selfish but ive been doing this for MONTHS now. Today i came out to her about this situation. I told her about how i cant with the time zone and shit and she agreed. We are friends with benefits now. I told her im going to take a break. Should I stay with her or break up with her.

(Spelling errors lmfao)

Relationships

I had 8 year long relationship which 'technically' end in 2020 march but actually ended in july 2021.
I dont even know where to begin the end of story.
But for the last 8 year she was the main part of my life and everything revolved around her. She was the go to person, the comforting voice at night
I have friends but everyone is busy with their life and cant fill the void left behind by her.

Now by the end of it I am very lost with no friends and is a new city fighting hard everyday. I have no one to talk to and have  just realised how hard it is to make new friends or partner. It's as if I have lost the ability or I am not worthy enough.


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