I don't want to be around anymore.

3am Thoughts

Ready to end it all.

Life

Hauuu. No energy 😵

Anxiety

I feel like jumping off my balcony.

Sometimes I just want to disappear... 

i always felt vulnerable, i dont know why :(

Overthinking

Overwhelmed with whatever is happening around

COVID-19

I feel useless. I can't even stand up for myself. 

Tbh I don't know how I'm feeling rn. That's the problem idk what's going on with me. Im too scared to be alone but I cannot stand people around me too. I'm in between several emotions. And I'm asked to live in the moment but I just end up ovethinking about what if the person I'm with, does not like me for who I'm and is just doing his/her part of formality just to make me feel better. Or what if the person I'm with leaves me for some reason and then I'll be left with a void to fill I'm just too scared to face these facts. I need constant assurance that all these people want me in their life and for some reason I feel like I'm burdening them with this. I tried talking but I just can't explain what's happening inside my head and that's hurting more. It's all kind of a mess and I just wanna stop worrying and be with people around me and be happy but I just can't help overthinking ... It just happens out of nowhere and kills everything with me. I don't wanna be a burden neither I wanna stay the same. I just wanna be happy. 

To whoever reading this... I'm sorry to bore you with this ig. Thanks for reading tho. 


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