I don't need a girlfriend 
I need a life partner 
For entire life 

3am Thoughts

Me and my girlfriend are on a break and I miss her so bad 

Girlfriend

How can i let go of someone who has been so close to me?. She has discarded me completely, I feel so awful everyday. I'm not able to overcome this.. Please help



Misunderstanding

there is a girl whom i love with all my heart . it has been 4 years since I know her and 3 years since I love her. unfortunately my love is not reciprocated . she always said she did not have feelings for me . she tried a lot to have feelings for me for she just could not love me. we were very close . we were best friends . we used to hold hands. we kissed . we made out many times. we were sexually attracted . she said she did all those physical stuffs to make me happy. but even after trying a lot , she could not love me .  it has been 1 year and 4 months since I met her because of covid . now it crushes my heart that I don't talk to her. today I texted her and i realised she is talking to a person who liked her once and who i was always afraid that he would become her boyfriend.
it just crushed me that i am not talking to her and she is okay with it and also she may be like that boy

One Sided Love

I broke up 7 months ago but I'm still in love with her.how can I move on.a lot of girls came in my life after my breakup but I am not able to give them same respect and love they want I don't know what happened to me.i am no more attracted to anyother girl don't know what to do i am just fucked up so much

Exhausted

How do I forgive my love who forgot me during her success?
Basically we were great both striving in our respective fields . She achieved a major breakthrough.
Just after her breakthrough the frequencies of her calls reduced ( I can understand she required time to get prepared )
I was shaken when i came across an success post of her through social medias where in I wasn't even tagged leave apart a mention .
I stood by her during all downs of he life . a person with no complains and no demands for the past 6.5 years .
I stopped receiving her calls completely and got blocked.
Before leaving the town she wanted to meet for which I refused.
I went through an emotional turmoil for a month .
I received her call a few months later where in she regretted that how abruptly I ended things and wanted to celebrate her good days with me .
She did not have any idea why i did that . I explained it to her and she accused me instead of apologizing.
I introspected and one might feel that my jealousy has overpowered my love but that is not the case .
I made that clear to her as well that I was extremely happy and proud of whatever she was able to achieve .
She lost virginity to someone she dated for a while after dumping me and has come back now and is ready for a fresh start.
I still love her and had made plans mental/physical with her & vice versa.
I watched her give up on me and complete the plans we made getting complete with someone else.
This will never go from my mind.
How do I move away from her?
She is not right for me I do acknowledge but my love I don’t know why is still overpowering all her wrongs.

Breakup

After 5 years we met again in a function, I gathered courage to speak to her with a sorry though have done nothing wrong with her but always felt maybe I have been wrong somewhere becoz of what things went wrong...
But she ignored me and pretended not to hear me when I called her name loud saying I was sorry she shouted at me saying Whyy nooo please and left....
I was so broken again 

I just want to share that 
When  i wasnt looking for love it came to me unexpectedly.
There was girl in my friend group with i talked rarely but after 2nd year due to some issues our friend circle broke and we were 4 left there. With the thoughts of unbreakable bonds and to be life long friend we were enjoying our college life.
In that my both freinds like each other and were dating let us assume the boy K and girl P.
Then i and the other girl D felt alone as we were not so close.
Gradually,we started talking and became close and i confessed that i like her and she also confessed that.Then we also started dating but i agree there was no such relationship tag or goals as we were at a very early stage.
After few months K and P broke due to some issues and we were trying our best to maintain the friendship.
Then in our  semester break D  tells me that she is not sure about me and want to end this. But i was sure about her even i tried to talk to her and told her that give  it some time . Then i came to know that she used like my friend (K) and as he was not ready i was just a alternative.
After that we started talking rarely and ou group got scattered again and we were separated  . And  then i came to knw that my friend K and D were dating each other after  K broke with P ,behind my back as i went to hometown.
And i cant forget her and it


Hie everyone i’m someone i reside in noida 
I dont’t know what i’m doing here but since i’m here let me share my feelings with you all maybe today is the worst day of my life because my girlfriend left me and that too for such a blame i’m not guilty of so i met her in nov. 2020 she is beautiful adorable and charming.
Everything was good our life was good and ti be mentioned i have not loved anyone else other than  obviously my parents but this girl had something different within her that i’m so in love with her i just forgot everything else 
So the second phase of our relationship started and many issues came between us but we kept dealing with them but one day out of the blue she brokeup with me trust me i cried like someone my very own died that day but leaving my self respect behind i literally begged her to get back to me fortunately she agreed and we were happy again then this happened a couple of times more after that one more problem came between us the lockdown 2021 and we were going to apart in few days for months and suddenly i realised that there is sonething she is hiding me from months and i need to know it so i tried harder and then she told me that SOME FAKE ID IS TELLING HER THAT I’M STILL INVOLVED WITH MY EX  so we fought and i made her believe that there is nothing like that at all 
Then everything got back to normal but there was this fear that she will leave me once we get into longdistance which we will due to lockdown but she kept promosing me and making me believe that nothing of sort will happen and she is gonna stay with me 
But suddenly today in a small fight she told me that there was no such fake id it was my ex who was continuously instigating her she confronted me obviously i called my ex and asked her what is she doing tho i got to know that the love of my life is actually cheating on me (not physically) tho i figured out all the evidences and then she too confronted me about the same so these thing were going on we were talking about it and then she brokeup because she still believes my ex more than me i gave her everything i could in these months i did everything to be with her never cared about any friend or anything never cheated on her ever 
But if that is what i’m gonna get in end then why do she even came in my life bow i’m here alone depressed maybe i won’t be even able to laugh again for few weeks maybe i’ll be having a rough time for longterm but why did it happen with me why? 
If i could just go back in time i would for sure change that day of my life when i fall in love with her 
She didn’t deserve it at all
What do you guys think, was all the efforts were worth it what i should do now ? 

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