I dont like my family 🙂 i just dont its not that they are not good people. They just didn't treat me right so now when they try to do so, i dont want it. I have distanced my heart from them. I feel thet all are fake and just fake

Why, what's gonna suddenly happen in a week??

Vo to mujhe bhi nhi pta bs itna pta hai aisa nhi lgega.

Haa buddy... Abhi parso hi mujhe mara tha belt se kyoki maine college se aate waqt late hogya tha... 

Bhai teri kasam same mera bhi yahi hal hai.... Choti si bhi galti karta hu to papa se belt se marte hai bahut....... 

Family

When you have a dysfunctional family, you dont need anything or anyone to make ur mental health bad, family which should feel like a supportive home enough to it worse. 

Mental Health

I feel that no one understands me and I feel my family tries to control me when Im almost 21 years old I feel like I can’t talk to anyone cause they don’t understand or they can’t relate idk what to do..😔

Almost evey day and in every moment I hear my mother and my grandmother rant about my aunt's family who lives downstairs with my grandmother. I'm growing tired of it I wish they all stood up and talk to each other. 

Family issues destroy the person inside and out💔

Anxiety

It’s sad when you have no family, when your dating life is messy and you are struggling with living somewhere and then your gonna say I shouldn’t feel sorry for myself bro f***k you.

3am Thoughts

I feel so mess rn. so cruel haha. next month is my birthday, but as always, broken. when is my birthday gonna be my happiest day? feel so lonely, nobody loves me, I guess. I have two parents, no, they're not divorced, it's just me being adopted, they give me a lot of pressure, I feel not enough for myself, I feel so bad for being their daughter. i need their attention but at the same time I hate when they give me attention, bcs from the start, they already being so busy, but now when I grow up, they always told that I'm too selfish, too arrogant, too rude. sometimes I'm thinking, why god still makes me life when I am this bad in their eyes? i never be the best, I'm just a side character in my life, always my brother being the main character, I cannot hate him, bcs i do loving him, the one who's fault in here is our parents. but it's okay, I know my place.

I feel confused because I don't know what to do. You know all of us have some family problems. Most of all actually and you know in my Mom's family we have so many personal problems and I know that. All of them are pretty nice. But you know is it normal if they will talk about you behind your back? Is it normal if I could only think of their bad attitudes and bad things that they do everyday? Is it normal if I could only think negative things in my family. Except my mom, dad and brother of course. Is it still normal? You know I am trying my best to change but you know they always keep me pushing away that's why I can't think what to do. Whenver they ar in there. I don't even know what to say and just laugh even though it's not funny. Even though they don't have interest to talk to me. I want closure you know but whenever I tried no one had ever reach me out. 

Family fights over real estate are the worst.
I mean give me what's mine by law and let me go and live my life peacefully.
Feeling Absolutely gutted.


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