I don’t know where to begin with, but I need to speak it out today…
Am a guy
So am. 18 now…
I still get flashbacks of the weird stuffs which took place with me,
Few years back, when I was in class 5
I had a friend, who used to live the next door… I used to play with him, his and mine families were also close.
I used to share everything with him, every childish secrets, my crushes.
Until one day he started to blackmail me…
As a 10-11 yr old, I was fucking scared… What if he tells every secret to my parents, as my parents were really strict, I was scared I willl be beaten up.
He took all this for his benefits
Started blackmailing me… Gradually introduced me into porn and masturbation,
And forced me into gay sex.
He used to do anal sex with me… Forced me to give him a hand job, he used to touch me inappropriately… He used to hit me… Punch… Slap… Kick
Since I used to be alone at home, cause both my parents used to go for their work in office.
He used to bring his friends, and they used to do sex in the other room.,locking me in the other…
After a while I fought… Nd he never did that to me… But I am still scared of him… I get nightmares…
I wanted to share this to someone… That’s why I shared …
Thank you
I was dumb, but now I try to forget, but the thing is I get those flashbacks…
It’s so scary… I feel I will be tortured the same way.
Am just scared
i just want to say let the past be past .i know we cant erase those bad memories but we can create a good memories ,so just be yourself,love yourself because your very precious.
Truee ❤ thanks anon… Really appreciate your efforts
