I don't know what's happening with me like this feeling it's i don't know what i m feeling it's just it doesn't feel right nothing feels right i m just feeling empty and lonely

Yeah it's a worst feeling and we don't know how to end it

Feeling empty sucks. Like you are just out there numb. Don’t feel a thing. Don’t know a thing. 

Yeah exactly it's like we are stuck somewhere and we wanna get out of it but we can't we don't know how to

Mood Disorder

Maybe I've a drinking problem... It can go several mouth between that I'm drinking alcohol. But when I does, I'm Dr. Jackyl and Mr Hyde 

Alcohol

Hey,
I really appreciate whoever is reading this. I been feeling really lonely and worthless for a long time now. People may hate me for saying this, but the root cause of this is my own mother. The thing is, I am fat. Not extremely fat, but yeah. I am also a super sensitive person. My mother constantly says alot of mean things to me, like
- you look like a mom of four kids
- this face mask won't make you beautiful 
- nobody will even look at you, let alone love you atleast not with the kind of body you have.
- girls your age manage the whole household, and you're so lazy to even to clean your own mess. (I'm 20)
- I don't know what sins did I do to get a daughter like you
- I wish you were dead, and many more.
This drama goes on daily. Not a single day goes by with me hearing some kind of insult from her mouth. Sometimes I even get beaten. I am tired. I have no friends because of my parents and no one to talk to.  
Thank you for your time.


Lonely

I want to have a GF during final term : )

LGBTQ

I have been good for quite a while now and this is one of those days when i just want to feel the pain ive been repressing, so yeah, How am i doing? Pretty bad to be honest 

Anxiety

I read somewhere that" someones absence can become a palpable presence "...like seriously it's been almost 8days since I didn't shared a word with him but every single day I think of him....missing him...:)

I get overwhelmed when a guy gives me too much attention. So there's this guy who started talking to me online. He is friends with my other friend so that's why I was chatting with him. But then I realized that he is too clingy. We aren't even in a relationship and this guy texts to me as if we're a couple. I've tried to ignore his texts since I am not the kind to always text and reply but he is so persistent and a big chatterbox. He's been talking about me all the time to my other friend, telling her that 'I' am acting weird, I was fine talking to him late at night the other day and now I don't even reply to his texts. He also says to them that he likes me and he wants to go for a movie with me after the lockdown ends. I barely know this guy and tbh I can't find the 'click' with him that I usually want to have in a relationship. I've been ignoring him and even restricted him on instagram. I can't block him because when the college reopens it's gonna be weird. Talking to him is exhausting. He just wants to talk about food and constantly calls me with nicknames. He texts me everyday with 'wyd' I am so irritated. When I asked a friend about this situation, as to what I can do, she starting laughing at me. Some friends that know him, say he is a nice guy and they're suggesting me to meet him in person. I know that from a third pov, it's funny but I feel so overwhelmed and annoyed. Is it normal for me to feel this way? Or am I overthinking? I cannot just go and tell him that I don't like him because I know he is going to reply with 'i just wanna be friends' and continue with his chats. He has even started putting sad quotes on his story🤷🏻‍♀️😅...Pls suggest me a way to get out of this without having to block him.

Frustration

Feelings low need someone to talk with me 

Failure

I got to know about this website from Insta. I just joined an hour ago and feel so better :)
Thank you, guys!

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