I don't know what's happening around me. But whenever my mom compares to anyone I feel so irritated and so humiliated and feel like I can never share my feelings with her or anyone that what I'm feeling. Negative thoughts start to come at that time. Then she humiliates dad also. Then career talk and etc... I don't know what to do.

Haan na yaar. Samajh nahi aara kya karna.

Otherwise I ignore what she is talking 😅

Yeah I too feel the same🤧 my parents compare me with other. Tho am very good at studies. They find reasons to compare me

Career

**I hate my mother.**

I know it's a temporary feeling, it's just for now. But I do. She is making me so damn sad. Always. 
It's like the limits have crossed now, no respect left there for me in her. That may not be the case for her, but that is what I feel. I am so done. 
And this bloody lockdown.

Parenting

I just wanted to know are mother really great or can they be manipulative ,self centered , not giving emotional support, slut shaming thier own daughters .

Please tell me that people out there have 'bad mother' that are not as they are portrayed in movies and books .



Family

My mom lacks self accountability completely. Today I could have died due to gas leak because of her. She called me to fry some parathas and as soon as I entered the kitchen I got a smell of gas. I didn't think much of it since she had turned on the gas and placed tawa on it. After 30 minutes, I turned off the knob and the gas  smell was still there. I checked the pipe which connected the stove to cylinder but it was fine. My eyes went on the knob of the middle compartment of stove. It was turned on for freaking 30 minutes. I was standing really close to the stove and frying parathas. I told my mom and dad. Mom gave a very vague explanation about how the knob was mistakenly turned on by me or my dad. She made tea on the middle compartment and no one else touched the stove today. This is not the first time her lack of self accountability pissed me. I could have died today for that gas leak. She didn't care an ounce about it and got busy defending herself with lame excuses. 

Frustration

My Mom Is just too Much sometimes. Have you seen people much impressive to outer world and at home they are worst. My mom treats me like a stranger like someone she hates god knows why. today guest came to our house and she treated them like God. Even If we dont know them Much. And to me she never asks me for food or any support. She treats me Unwanted . Why do they do this.

I get irritated whenever I receive anyone's msg and when no one msgs me I wait for them lol🥲🥲🥲🥲

Confusion

My mom expect me to trust her even more after she told a probation officer that I take substances and sleep with a bunch of boys. I don't even wanna look at her she disgust me, all this bullshit when I never even said anything in the first place idk what she has against me, why does she hate me that much damn and she even told me "you ain't going nowhere when you'll be 18 I'm the one who's gonna marry you" she's already planning my wedding wtf is wrong with her

Emotional Abuse

Rough day. Little sick. Pretty annoyed. A word? 

My mom is so toxic that sometimes I wonder how does she sleep at night doing what she does to people. How do such people justify themselves to their God? Such a manipulator. So bad to her own children and family yet the  nicest to others. 
People always say good things about her and I assume she speaks bad about us outside. 
She talks to my ex who abused me physically. And an event is coming up where he might be present. If she talks to that guy I swear I will cut all ties with her. 
I had a boyfriend who had proposed to me. We wanted to get married but she created such a big scene and I had to say no to him cause she said things like "If his parents come to our house I'll insult them and say horrible things to them." I'm 27 now and single. When people ask why I'm not married yet she brags that our daughter wants to marry someone of our choice. What a load of horse-shit! She walks like she is the perfect person on the earth after causing so much damage to our family. It's not like we all don't know how to shout back or abuse or say worse things to her. We chose not to. My dad always says "Only love can change her so be nice to her." 
All the trauma she has put me through I haven't received a single apology from her yet I behave normally with her pretending that nothing happened. But I despise her fake personality. 
She talks to boys (she wanted son who would drive her around, take her shopping). Let's out every secret of our family to these dumbfucks she talks to. I don't trust her. I don't know when I'll lose control and leave my house. She blames my father for the troubled relationship she has with her kids but in reality we grew up and understood how horrible of a human she is. Dad has nothing to do with it. 
I can't comprehend how a mother can be like this to her children. How can someone be so selfish... Hear this... She wanted me to marry a rich guy so she can lead a comfortable life... 
Idk man. Why is she like this... What do I do...
I can't imagine what my dad must have been through. What would you guys do?

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