I don’t know what to say, this is my first time trying out an app like this…
It would be wrong to say that I don’t have anyone to talk about my life, rather I don’t feel like talking to anybody about anything that goes through my life.
May be I am not good at face to face conversation, or I expect people to understand my point of view whereas all I get in return is their logic and practical answers which does not really make any sense to me.
I’ve been living with my family but I hardly open up to anyone, every time there’s any intense topic of conversation I tend to lose my shield and a tear leaves the corner of my eye, making me vulnerable and about to cry out loud.
I don’t know what I’m doing with my life anymore. I try to be alot positive but somehow always end up in bed with my overthinking thoughts and dissatisfied day… help me!
How to help you? Could you be specific?
I really don’t know, may be I just needed a place where I could vent and let it all out without having to explain myself to anyone or reveal how it actually feels
I usually keep everything to myself, it’s hard to open up, to trust someone… I have major trust issues
In real life, I always keep this hard exterior and masked smile so nobody ever sees how I am doing. I tend to give the badass vibes n I come out as a rude person to alot of people in the first interaction…
I really don’t know how to take someone’s help… but I am really thankful to you for being considerate of my situation.
Ohh dear. You sound soo much like me. The trust issues, and keeping everything to ourself, and the masked smile.
And the last point that hit the hardest, HOW TO TAKE HELP.
Although you could hit me up, anytime you want… as you just want to vent out, without explaining yourself, and honestly I know how it feels like and that’s why I’m telling you, feel free to hit me up whenever you wants to, without being hesitant, or thinking about how I will react or think or judge…
Thanks a lot for understanding, it’s difficult to convey how it feels. I think i’ll be able to get through but sometimes it’s good to know you can be careless too.
And honestly, until few months ago it always used to matter as how I’m coming out as a person to someone but lately i’m least bothered about how someone would see or judge me if i’m being myself.
I tend to hide the emotions, but I don’t ever use a filter to put across a point because I always say out loud what’s in my mind. I can’t sugarcoat and that’s why I come out as a rude person.
I don’t know what to write, so just an acknowledgment msg that I have read your msg.
Thanks! 🙂
I don’t even know you but now you know a little about me now, so its only fair if I get to know you too. So tell me, why are you on this app?
I’m just exploring it, nothing much
Okay!
Thanks!
