I don’t know what should I feel when I heard a news about a person who used to sexual abuse me when I was a kid, passed away this morning. He is my cousin. All this while, I don’t know if he was pretend to forget about what he did to me or he really forgot about it. It’s kinda hard to see him at family gathering over holidays and pretend I don’t remember about it.
Now, when I heard about this news my mind goes blank. I feel happy but I feel sad too. All memories flashes in my mind. I feel terrified again. But, I know everything’s okay now.
Am I a bad person if I feel relieved when I heard he passed away? Am I?
deadsoul @anonymoussorrows...
hey there you are not the bad person tbh here “bad person - a person who does harm to others” its this wt the google said definition for a bad person YOU ARE NOT THE BAD PERSON thts the other one who abused you he harmed you … being happy abt his death is smthng a relieved thought you got it, says u r a human not a bad person tbh so raise your head up high so erase the memory step damn harder 😉
Thank you😊
Kay-Jii @david101
Hey, you’re not a bad person at all. And its absolutely okay to feel like that. I meant he was abusing you and now that finally he’s gone, maybe you mighy heal faster than when he was around, but please hang in there okay, I love you!
Thank you😊
