I don’t know what should I do. In the past two years, I lost my whole world. I lost my friends just because I fought with a friend so my whole circle stopped talking with me (whole circle=2 friends and 1 whom I fought with). This too they didn’t hear my side just on the assumptions told me I did that. Though at first, I tried to call them, talk with them, share like I used to all in vain. They didn’t trust me nor share anything with me. Just to share told me. But I can’t always be the one calling them even they have to try. because of this, it affected my health way too much. I couldn’t stop thinking about them whenever anything came up they were the ones in my mind. I even confronted my friend as it was getting way too big for me. First, I couldn’t celebrate 31st with her, second, the friend who used to call me even if I called and she didn’t pick up, she didn’t call me for a month. And the day she called me again, I couldn’t suppress my feelings. I had to vent it out but still, she was like I can’t forget you, but who did something you shouldn’t. But the fact is even after that venting out she didn’t call me. They still met and didn’t include me ever. It’s just so hurtful from the best friends and world for you. This year even my grandfather passed away. It’s like God doesn’t want me to be happy.