Smiling 92 @tyme
I don’t know what i am Doing… I don’t know who’s gonna read this or who’s gonna comment and what your thoughts will be… I don’t even know if i will exist tomorrow or an hour later… But i wanna do this, i wanna tell everyone, i wanna shout this
I don’t remember how old was i when this happened! Maybe 7 or 8 or 10… I don’t remember but what i remember is the face of that man, his hands, his eyes and the incident that took away my life from me… I WAS SEXUALLY MOLESTED… By my neighbor and i didnt know what to do… I didn’t tell anyone, not to my family… Coz i knew how my parents are… To this day that man visit my house and i see his face and a shiver run through my veins… I am big now and i know how to fight so i am safe from him but i don’t know how to deal with that . … Not just this, my own mother treats me like shit… I don’t know why? She called me “worst kid”, " Witch", " Whore", " Bitch" And i don’t know how to tell her that i am her own blood, and i am broken because of all these things… Please stop, like really please stop
Hey I know it’s really tough situation and really hard to forget those incidents. But please try something that makes you forget them like make yourself busy to interrupt those thoughts. Focus on your life and career. If someone who is close to you and is trustable go to them. And I want to if that neighbor still is still making u uncomfortable? If yes then don’t hesitate to tell your parents. Don’t think about the consequences just go for it.
