I don't know what am I doing like seriously, anyone up for a life changing discussion?🤦

3am Thoughts

lately one of my close friends has been passive aggressive with me. he rarely talks to me anymore unless i do first, i’m not sure what to do cause i never did anything to upset him. i’m usually the one who talks to him when no one else does, but when it’s the other way around i never expect anything cause there’s really nothing he does. i don’t wanna loose him cause he’s one of my only friends but i genuinely don’t know what to do anymore :/

Friends

complete the song 
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Coming Out

What would you do? Suppose you're getting a good internship offer from abroad and you really wanna for for the internship. But your mom and sister don't want you to move abroad? And want you to attend an intership while staying with 'em? 

Confusion

I'm at my lowest point of my life.  I know I'm the one broke up with you and it was the right thing to do. I wanted you to be happy even I wasn't a part of your life. And now that you've completely moved on and you're happy with someone else, I couldn't get over you. I know it doesn't make sense cuz I was the one who pushed you away. I can't even describe how I feel when I saw you with him, I wanted you to be happy but at what cost?. Does it make me a selfish person to hate the person you're with now? I still look back at the messages you sent, and I know it wasn't the right thing to do but it's messing with my head. I tried to stop feeling this way, I've tried to kill my feelings but nothing seemed to work. I don't want my heart to be broken, I know exactly how this is going and I don't mind driving off the cliff if you're the one guiding me. I don't even know how to try, to forget you cuz you're the one I've ever hoped for. Everything I've ever wanted. You came into my life and gave me a meaning, you wrapped my with all you're love in your arms. I know I'll never gonna find someone like you in this world. And I know there's 0% chance that you're coming back to me. You hate me for pushing you away but I just hope you're with me. 


I'm sorry this is my first post in this app. I don't know if there's any certain way to post or anything. Anyway this is going on my mind for a long time now. 



Depression

Breakup

Had a sort of fling with a friend for a month last year. And after that they started ignoring me, avoiding me. 
When I confronted them about it, they denied it and told me that they were busy with the work. I knew it was not the truth. We had bitter arguments. They stopped talking/texting to me. 
After some months, I texted them recently. They replied with one word answers. 
I guess they have a partner now.
I miss the person and overthink too much. I am not been able to get over.  


There are days when you crave someone's presence to hold you, to listen to you and to pamper you. Being alone starts creeping you. Any suggestions to overcome it?

Anxiety

How can I relax my mind? I’m so confuse of what’s going on in my head and it frustrates me, I just want to cry but I also don’t want to😔 I feel no one will understand me since I also don’t understand myself.

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