Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I don’t know man my family is very strictly parents and i really wanna go out but they said “it’s pandemic you can’t go out” but i really² wanna go out i think i’ve lost my mind right now.
I’ve got a girl and i really love her and she really love me… she’s the only one who’s understand me who really give a sh*t bout me… every day i’ve become worst i became very emotional and i don’t know why and when night i call my girl i laughed and i felt very happy… my family think that my girl is the reason why i’m like this… help me… anyone… someone… i’m sorry my english is not so good